01.09.05
kind of very very very upset this week. apparently one of my best best fren didnt reply my email over the weekend. seems like i haven got any upset like this for the past i dunno how many months. its just sad, dats all. just sad dat is ofgreat significance. i just wondered what might have been the cause? too busy? or maybe my reply last last week dind get thru to him, or maybe he did have enough time before book in. cuz i noe my best best fren has a bad habit of doing things super last min.
anyway, this week is the super slack week again. cuz its school term even week, so no tutorials. yeah!!! anyway. ya, nothing better to do now, waiting for eileen to end lessons so that we can go home together?
oops... my frens complaining that im typing quite hard/loud. as if im playing some sort of computer game. bleah.
today is thursday, im still upset over my best best fren not replying. anyway, will still type a new email to him as per normal routine. so that his perfect book out routine will not be broken, least he has something to read from me.
*just remember to drop me a msg telling me that u wun reply if ure not going to. just worried that something bad happens*
thats about it. kind of running out of laptop batt. bye.
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i think i need to evaluate wat kind of a fren i have been for the past few weeks.
somebody who is quite important to me met with an accident and wat i was very affected was tat, aiya i dunno how to say la.
i cud have easily gotten the first few hand info, but in the end, it was B, told BH, then told Iv, then Iv asked me wat happened. like hello, i expect myself to be the first few to noe, and yet i need tonnes of people to ask me what happened before i realise that my fren was in the hospital? dats like absolutely unforgiveable.
wat exactly happen to me? i shudnt be in this position. i need a thorough reflection of myself. i just feel lousy. im crying for u.
03/09/05
i noe u need to rest, so i dind wanted to bother u too much. just drop me a msg when ure fine k?
and dun be too cycnical about the past tense friendship. i do understand his feelings and u noe it too, dat he meant well. give him a chance to show concern as well?
was terribly ill last week. had to stay in bed whole of sunday. kind of upset dat almost everything nicely planned had to be given up becuz of me. extremely high fever dat stunned junkee and eileen, in the end had to trouble mark to drive me back from the airport at 4am and junkee to escort mark by the side. *both of them were driving*
and of cuz, qinhong came over my house and took care of my whole day. and his "anaesthetic" while i was having headache whole time. made alot of people worried becuz of me.
but no worries now, alot better after 1 week and yup, been able to go for lessons as usual :)
07.09.05
hum... today wed. in school again as usual using laptop to blog. kinda sianed this week cuz i'll be very busy with igap over the weekend, at the expense of bf-day and yup, no time to go national lib to find my project material. and guess wat.
spring essay test for euro studies next monday as well as deadline for jap studies project outline. im like so going to be dead cuz i simply dun have the time to go nat lib this week and yupz, no time to study for test.
maybe ill end up chiong at the airport this fri nite again to study, and go for igap next morning till evening, then meet CZ up for dinner and spend time studying again dat, sleep abit and go for igap again on sunday. sunday cant skip cuz its the actual painting for the pilot project. as the coordinator of my group, looks like i cant be missing in action. im so going to be dead.
then wat about my project. dead. ok, maybe i'll spend friday morning till afternoon to do my project at cen lib before going for tut and lect in the evening. dead. i think i'll probably land myself into another state of illness again at the rate im chionging to cover everything i have on hand.
anyway, kinda just spend 1 and half hour replying my dear dear fren email, with 14 long para *i counted* which eventually turned out to be a 1718 words essay *i used the ms word count*. cool rite, i think he will have a hard time reading all my nonsense and wateva rubbish dat i wrote. cant believe i actually managed to reply so long. goes to show how much nonsense i have installed and complaints to rant about. anyway, wish u happy reading, and no worries,
hum... cant be helped but worried for u at that point of time. i really scared u hit the rock or something. anybody else cud get worried too, needless to say its me. so long at the end of the day ure fine, im ok with wateva u like. just make ensure
anyway, juanz, im kind of like ok soon. just abit of coughing here and there dats all. no need to worry about me la. will noe the need to take care of myself despite my busy schedule. i noe how impt it is to take care of myself to as not to let people like u worry for me u noe. and i noe zhiwei,
15/09/05
euro test was spatial format. basically its about matching the map location to the city/country name and then to the description of the place. kinda screwed the test up cuz couldnt see the map properly. its almost like squeezing map size of 2 A3 paper into a pathetic A4 paper. in any case. pray hard some miracle happen that i can at least marginally pass the paper.
irritating people happen to be around me. yet another one to be on the list. extreme social butterfly. better dun try anything weird before i condemn him once and for all.
jap project outline. dun mention. last min change of topic and not enough research materials to be found at the cen lib. made me work all the way late at night but only utilise 1 of my material. kinda pissed but least we got it done. they say the remainding ref that is not included this outline will be put into the final one. probably cuz of the word limit. ya, i think so.
wasted my 4 hours on wed again cuz apparently
replied a long reply this time round again 16 para with 1717 words. cool. quite amazed by my ability to reply long, and complaining. and talking nonsense again. cheers to my newly found ability.
igap pilot is fun basically. think its another successful event yet again to boost our morale. but then again, will still continue to work hard cuz we still for gala dinner and final to go on with. anybody wants to sign up as participant? there's the link to igap from my blog, the realms section.
glad that eileen having fun at igap. if not i think i really feel bad to ask her to join as GL. now more common topics to talk about. talking and laughing. cool.
i dunno wat else i wan to say.
oh ya, important. aug and sep babes. happy birthday everybody.
6 aug-sinyee
12 aug - igap mark
15 aug- eileen and wenhui
16 aug-xiaojie and igap shane
17 aug-CS and bunz
18 aug-yanhui!!!!
20 aug-liming and chileong
21 aug-igap nitin
25 aug-brandon, jiasheng, kelvin, ivy chan (this is the alot of people one)
26 aug-lisi
31 aug-igap sze teck
8 sep-joker mark
12 sep-esther babe and siqing!!!
19 sep-zhiwei, audrey, nigel!!!
23 sep-joshua yong
24 sep-ivy teong
25 sep-lianghe
26 sep-santhiya and zikang!!!
27 sep-weipin aka da ge ge
ok finally ended. dats all.
16/09/05
how cool is this:
"Women are creatures who lack a sense of security, thus explains the existence of Men. And becos' sometimes Men are not trustworthy, thus explains why we turn to $, so hello u out there, being materialistic is just another way of feeling secured.) " -quoted from eileen's blog.
with regards to something that we talked about on our usual bus rides home. the coolest to-go-home-with partner on earth. *u noe y, cuz she damn lame, damn leng* kidding. like seriously cool. everytime we say muz readnotes/readings on the bus, we always end up talking and almost making the loudest noise in the bus. *haha, suddenly tot of a possible reason for being so lame, cuz 151 bus is non aircon de, so we need to cool ourselves down* kidding again. but im serious, its really fun to go home with her :) *cheers to eileen*
19/09/05
gonna make everything short before i start studying during the mid sem break. mon break till thurs. weird holiday but yupz, thats the way things goes for NUS students. bleah. even qinhong's complaining because he's having his POP on fri and i cant attend cuz i got lessons. too bad though.
met up with my brother and alvin on sat. nice talk, but less emphasize on talking about constructive topics though. bleah. maybe its quite hard for 3 to talk about those. sorta forgot about updating all the interesting stories that happen to me and my dear dear fren over the talk. oops, but there's always another time. but i guess by the time comes, we wud have forgotten most of wat we wanted to say.
some interesting/dramatic incident during sat afternoon. i always tot it'll only happen on tv, but it did, in reality. the kind of scene whereby somebody searching high and low in the whole building just for u? not to mention that tampines has 2 shopping malls side by side?
sorry that i got u worried, but i really dind hear the phone ring. i noe it cud have been torturous for u. sorry, promise it wun happen again.
kinda glad that things are fine now.
sunday, another fun-filled day celebrating zhiwei's bday. not fun-filled maybe wrong context, but im glad that i had at least 2 more hours spent talking to zhiwei. some talking, joking and not to mention making fun of me again. putting aside the waiting time because of communication break-down and some getting pissed off moments, i sorta had fun. its not about the activities of the day but the getting together with frens that makes me happy. more hot gossips *trademark of our class habits* and i suggested setting up some SRJC paparazzi magazine or something... i seriously think the sales will be quite good if we do that.
and as always, being such a thoughful sister, i thought of the almost perfect, most appropriate gift for my beloved brother. not boasting, but i just cant ignore our almost strongest and amazing telepathetic skills. *almost only, due to lack of communication and practice, it kinda not so perfect anymore* im sure i cud have passed the msg across the table if it was in the past.
anyway, greatly appreciate
ok, so in the end it wasnt short as supposed to be. anyway, study!!!
24/09/05
so tired, so tired.
even when beng msg me also have to include the " tired little ger" thing. bleah. im tired.
igap having training now, but im using weiee's laptop to do wateva nonsense thing that i wan to do. supposed to check my school lib account to ensure that my closed stack books are returned. i conveniently return the book from the bookdrop and after further confirmation, some people say have to return at the loan desk. bleah. died. but i cant check my record. cannot get into the web thing. stupid.
i wan to sleep, dind have proper sleep cuz i went airport to study overnite again. so tired. training kind of bored today cuz i dind have the energy to go around hala-ing with people. bleah. too tired, even to self-high. hum. tired.
tmr got to chiong and finish studying my science gek module before my mid-term test on 1 oct, putting aside the fact that i still need to continue studying for my soci mid-term on wed. bleah.
despite having 4 days break, im still behind time for most module. wasted 2 whole days eating and sleeping and slacking.
kinda upset few days back cuz of something. but i guess things are fine now. i dunno. like... aiya i dunno la. weird. dun wan to say anymore. bye...
28.09.05
basically i only got 6 mins to sum things up before eileen scold me for wasting my time on the com again.
sick again. like previous time, headache like crazy, getting fever again and terrible sore throat. flu is probably another stupid virus that decides not to let me off this time. *who's the person cursing behind my back again*
sorry guys, i noe i haven been taking care of myself. made u all worried. oops.
qinhong got leave on mon and tues, but too bad these 2 days happen to be my full day schedule so dind really spend alot of time with him.
went his house yday, not as bad as i imagine. sociable siblings, nice parents. hum.. maybe conclude too early? anyway. its not exactly weird, just shocked.
3 more mins left. am feeling terrible and yupz. terrible. falling sick sux like nothing else and i dunno why im always getting sick.
and worst still, got mid term test for soci today and gek on sat. shit!
something about having super slow bus drivers, like "8 sec per lamp-post" and worst still "10 sec per lamp post dat time". my god. make me feel like going to school is the worst activity of the day kind of thing. eileen ask me if me turtle is driving again *refering to the 8 sec one*, i say no, its mr snail *refering to 10 sec*. stupid, i noe, but thats the ref we have for bus speed.
forgot wat else to write. shall review once again when i go home.
good luck to eileen for her " lousy peach blossom". hopefully things dun get out of hand like mine. it sux, really. its just like having an possessive bf and much worst than that. *oops, bf at least u still like him, lousy peach blossom is like uh...* wateva it is, im out of the shit! cool.
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