Friday, October 14, 2005

break from relationship

知足 - mayday
怎么去拥有一道彩虹 怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人 总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容 要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我 会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空 为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头 才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘 那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够 足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

esther said i took this song too seriously after we were talking about it yday at nat lib.
sometimes i hate myself for letting things go away from me too easily.

fren, glad i dind reply u immediately yday. glad that ure having block leave next week.
sad that i have all my projects to do. sad that im having a 'break'.

slept late yday. woke up early this morning, to find out that we need a break.
wanted to get back to sleep, but i cudnt anymore.
got to the laptop, log on to mail, and stare at the reply. wanted to do something, but maybe later.

i regreted not copying some stuff down last time. now i need them but already deleted long ago.
took out the notebook dat i haven wrote anything down for a long time. i need to write something.

i cried.

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