these few days too many things happen, dunno where to start talking. but guess i just have to say something first cuz i know dear will check my blog first before he sleep.

junie met with accident, passed away at the scene of accident. dind really know her that well, just spent a few days working with her if we're on the same shift. nice ger, but apparently, the guys she met are just a bunch of B******s. esp that bf of hers, drove her all the way to her grave.

a pity that such a young ger's youth and life is wasted. she's just a very simple 19 yr old ger, was very simple wish of meeting a guy who can really love and dote on her. dats all she ask for. but nobody can fulfil that simple wish of hers.

idiot's fault that she will end up in this state, but dun deny that she has her part to play as well. know that we cant totally put the blame on the guy. probably her fate. steven say maybe she owe it to him in her past life, returning all she could in this, even with her life.

may the memories of junie be with all her loved ones. present... her sad blog all about her 'boy'...

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lost of somebody around me make me learn to cherish dear alot more. guess its just because i feel fortunate that my bf is not the kind who abuse me physically and verbally, the kind whom i need to support his gambling habits and flirting with other gers. i feel so blessed that ure not that kind.

feel that i need you these few days more than anything else. but i cant. understand that its because you're busy with army stuff, you have no choice.

been unreasonable, made unreasonable demands to meet you, throw tantrums when you cant make it on time. made you angry for my unreasonable-ness and not understanding.

sorry dear, but i just wanted to spend more time with you. to get courage from you, hoping that i can feel braver, feel that i still have you to rely on for motivation.

grateful that u've always been so nice to me, tolerating all my nonsense and crap, unreasonable-ness and tantrums. made you angry, upset, disappointed and heart-broken. but u're still there for me. thanx dear, for all that u've done, i love you :)