kinda feeling sorry for not replying fabian for the past 2 weeks. actually i only saw the email last week, but i dind really have chance to use my own com to reply, and net in the office are not allowed to access mail accounts. oops, sorry dude. but i promise i'll reply beofre u book in this week, not obligated, just wanted to do so cuz i already tot of my reply le.

received some missed calls today, gave a call back to one of the unknown numbers. and to my dismay, im sad after the call because there were some kind of accused in the content. but i know it was because of miscommunication. will look another person up again sometime next week to clarify issues, as well as clearing my own name. sad... i hate accusations.
but then again, im not really interested in conitnuing any relationships with the party since im having a hard time communication with them after 4 encounters. the fifth will be the last probably.

had camp com gathering at marina sq billy bombers before i started work today. had a damn filling free dinner that was kindly sponsored by our 'root' cca since camp com put in so much effort and hardwork without gaining anything. had a good laugh over all the funny incidents that happened during camp and what so eva. esp daniel's horrendous driving skills in the nussu van.
not to mention my very subtle arrows flying occasionally to daniel. funny.

at work now waiting for time to pass until 7am before i go back and chiong my very busy sat. actually, probably not really. just have no idea how i will be able to make myself awake until 7am. i'll probably concuss at the end of sat when i get home. i dun really fancy the idea. dun really know the 'real' reason why im pushing myself so hard. but seems like, either im used to it, or i dun really have a choice.

there's probably a problem with me that the same kind of things been happening to me recently. is there a problem with me? i wonder. qinhong says the problem lies with somebody else, but how can he be so sure? but then again, its not that im try to find excuse to defend myself (zhiwei will know that that's not my style), but i also think that the problem dun really entirely lies with me. will take up whateva responsibility on my part.

im kinda tired. wan to meet up with a few people, but dunno when's the chance. i guess it'll depend on how much determination i have to make sure i meet up with them. but cant really think of anybody offhand cuz im too tired.
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A6 people are busy playing bridge with juanx.
and i? busy sorting out the songs in my laptop.
but im lending my harddisk to nic, and he's leaving soon, so i gotta stop. and i got quite sick of it too.

i still got 5 hours left to end of work. how to last until that kind of wee hours?

kinda dun understand why people will stay up late at nite and call the bank hotline and ask about weird stuff like credit limit and account info in the mid of the nite, in this kind of unearthly hours...
Man are lonely. that's the only explanation i can think of. few cases fit the explanation that there are emergencies, cuz most calls aint. wonder what happens if the banks doesnt have 24-hr hotline? who will they call? sex hotline? i wonder...