if there's no such thing as conscience in this world, my life will be so much better.
but then again, the world will be in total state of anarchy.

all thanks to this thing called conscience, i gave up a job that can earn me 400 weekly. its not just about the money, but the job was also something that i really learn alot and enjoy doing. big company name that puts so many things in favour, nice working environment and nice people.

but no matter how attractive the offer is, you can really accept the job when it is so obvious that you have difficulty in fulfilling the conditions in time to come. its just not nice to take up the offer and then quit less than halfway, putting people in difficult position as well as ruining your own reputation.
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went back to citibank for some stuff and then had some small talk with koh weijie and xiaoqing. was supposed to have lunch with them but apparently someone walked me out to the doorstep that i cant even say bye to my ex-boss and arrange for lunch with the 2 of them. but it was nice of her to walk us out anyway.

unfortunately for her, my conscience play her out. i hope she can find other people that can help her out in a much better way, and hope they have the conscience to not play her out just for the money.
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had a long talk with edwin over the phone again last sat. apparently its the norm of exchanging information about our current situation and what's going on with our lives and blah blah blah.

small lecture given to him on being persistent and etc, and i wonder if he really absorb 50% of what i said. doubts because he said 'it takes 2 to tango'. im not saying that its wrong, but i just see that so many years of effort shouldnt be wasted until certain obvious signs are shown to indicate the time to give up. *speaking from experience k!*

then again, i can definitely understand how he felt and why he thought in that particular way. well, i will just react accordingly to what is important to me. do the correct things and dont leave it to add on your regrets in life. you wont know what will happen until you try.