Edited: i realise that i still haven't got over something that happened in the past. or is it something that didnt happen. i was looking through some profiles and photos when some memories and pride started taking control of my conscious brain. that's when i realise the unconscious mind can have a very strong power when it becomes the conscious.

是我不认输，还是我真的不舍得? 得不到的,别人也别想要得到... 还是放不下曾经属于我的回忆?

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been... 'almost' diligent with doing school stuff. 'almost' because its not really 100% full force on it still abit on the 30% mugger - 70% slacker mode. but at least im doing work... *excuses*

having problem trying to organise my IS essay properly... dont exactly know how to lay my hands on proper organization and typing.. thats bad.

decided to read a ritual article daily to make myself consistent and slowly catching up with the pace. i realise overloading with the boring module's content will have reverse effect. haven touched on childhood reading yet... but im preparing myself for the research paper.

i guess the only thing im very prepared is econs... on time because i have background from jc knowledge. sounds like bad, but its much better than the previous sems i suppose.

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take a break from school...

ivy celebrated her 21st birthday on sunday. met a seriously-long time no see sec 1 and 2 friend. wasnt close to her since the tk days, and didnt talk to her much that day too. she still have the high pitch, 'tia' kind of voice. had fun with the tk girls again, but we didnt gossip as much as we did at lisi's birthday... was more of playing bridge and making fun of each other...

oh ya... stunning news... the dearest pueh boon got bf!!!! its like OMG!!! and we were pretty irritated that he didnt even say hi before leaving... growl..

dun feel like blogging anymore... feeling lost from studying...