work is good cuz it keeps me occupied. so that i wont dwell in the suddenly lost of companionship. and of cuz, all that recordings helped a great deal because they make me feel that he's still here and saying good night to me. that is of cuz, without all the goodnight kisses, but that's the best i can make do with :)

getting the hang of meeting my boys and girls, and planning what to discuss with them when they come. fortunately or unfortunately, they can always come up with things for me to talk to them about whenever they come. but this is, of cuz, not something good to happen at my work.

san yi wanted to wash the pillow that i took back. she say its quite dirty and smelly... sob. no more familiar smell. (not that i like the smell of smelly-ness, but its familiar.. ahem!)