its the last monthly anniversary without him. finally. its also the best anniversary without him. not like we celebrate every month, but we do make it a point to spent time together/see each other or at least talk to each other more over the phone on this day of every month. ever since he's gone, the most we do is to make sure we skype with each other.

i had totally forgot about this whole commitment because he was away in some parts of cheena. the one thing that sparked off all the 'i miss u dear' was the unexpected phone call from him. i still have no idea what made him made the phone call, but it definitely stir up a whole big deal of emotions in me.

he's coming back soon. im counting down... not really, not exactly. but yes, i do want him back.