i find myself getting irritated over one thing very often recently.

since young, i've always recognise whether my father is coming home or around the vicinity based on the highly differentiable sound from his bunch of keys compared to other people. for the past twenty odd years, that's how we (me and my sisters) can always identify my dad even when he's not anywhere near me.

however, within the past 2 months, i've been hearing similar or if not the same sound from other people's bunch of keys. but whenever i look around, it definitely not my dad that i see.

probably because im seeing my dad much much lesser now, i start to feel very excited when i know i will get to see him from the sound. but i always get disappointed at the end of the day and i always get so damn pissed off.