02/07/05
things seem to be settled le. spend half the afternoon with my beloved to ensure things are fine. talked about main issues, and apparently i ended up to be the one crying becuz yday cry too much le then no tears left. good dat responsibileties are cleared, things are fine, and yup. both of us decided to vent all unhappiness on shopping spree and so.. next week is shopping week :) fabian msg-ed me after reading my blog just now. hey dear, no worries,
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realised something not too good happened. i knew something wasnt rite, i called, but all i heard were cries. wanted to go over, but i tot it was better to leave things alone first. plus, i knew i wud probably end up staying over if i really went.
will noe wat exactly happen, if we are to meet up today. got abit of info from somebody else, which literally send me into a state of helplessness and fright.
tot i needed 2 person most at that point of time, fabian and my best friend. but it happen that i cudnt reach the 2 of them. went to sleep, but it cudnt help.
i dunno wat i can/shud do. hope everything will be fine soon.
something tells me dat this school reopen wun exactly be happy for 2 of us.
06/07/05
hum.. dun exactly have the time to blog recently, though i've all the while mostly been at home. quite busy with spending time with my tv and vcds. and not to mention spending time meeting my bf ( zhou gong aka sleeping god) :)
anyway... been too busy at nite too, talking on the phone and watching the new 10pm show. super nice k, caught a few episodes in hongkong when i was there 2 years ago. like now then
tee shirt size:
XS= xtra shrunk
S= shrinking
M=mini
L= lao ya
XL= xtra lao ya
cool rite... like i tot of it when juanz, weiee and I went shopping on monday afternoon. so funny. in the end we realise we walked out of the shop SML. me S, weiee M and juanz L. so cute.
conclusion: jeraldine= FON (full of nonsense) keke.
symptoms of zhu-zation:
eat, sleep, watch tv, play game, sleep again.
dats me and huiting for the past few days. except dat we went shopping and brunching (aka skipping meals)together.
made a survey... 9 out of 10 shops in queensway are owned by indians. bleah.. huiting concluded chinese dun wan earn money in queensway.. haha...
hum.. its quite amazing how i got recruitment in AJ at 9 but im still here blogging. cuz i cant get to sleep. thinking of somethine dat i was talking to esther about on the phone just now, and when i heard ZH's shocking news. bleah...
08/07/05
karsten's birthday today!!! yet to msg him cuz its early in the morning. and y on earth am i here again? cuz huiting woke me up with her msg to hurry me to check my hostel status!!! bleah. very tired though, but i cant get back to sleep!!! her fault!
Universe united yday!!! haha, kidding. FS outing only, without siqing cuz she went hongkong... argh!!! i wan to go hongkong again!!! or maybe i will try
and it so happen that aLL of them are trying to psycho me to get bf again. looks like its a battle between me and kaixin to see who's the last cuz zhenhui got bf le!!! haha. but her story chao drama can. and guess wat.. her bf is Shuyin k. one of my SR faculty mate who also take history. THE WORLD IS SO SMALL!!! anyway.. kinda miss them le. no worries, FS meeting again on jessica's birthday, and zhenhui say she going to bring shuyin along to show the world. haha. funny.
FS pact to spend the christmas together again. guess they wan another countdown by ourselves. but think is huiting's bright idea dat we have to gather all our bfs along too. bleah. but its ok la, not as if i dunno shuyin, and not as if i dun like puay yee. talking about him, think i still owe him some stupid running competition or something. aiya.. confirm lose de la... he sispec leh.. dun play play orh.. how to win him... neva mind.. wait till xmas comes... universe reunited!!!
shopping spree again yday. but huiting smart enough to dump all her newly bought shoes, skirt, clothes all at my house cuz she scared her mum scold her for spending money again. haha.. and the 2 of us bought the same top of different colours again. can exchange ma. she kind of pek chek though, cuz i keep buying tops, and she keep buying bottoms, and if we are room mates then we can exchange clothes to wear ma... too bad la. so she ended up scolding me for not going to ntu. bleah... my fault again la.. haiz...
09/07/05
there's something dat i have to do on somebody's behalf, but i keep forgetting. but come and think about it, i think i dun wan to do le. i shall throw the job back to him.
benghao ah, the something dat u wan me to tell him... i dind. maybe u wan to tell him urself? maybe just leave the msg on my tagboard lo. nothing much anyway wat. no harm in doing it urself rite?
sorry, not i selfish, but i think maybe its time i leave it to u all le. everytime also i be middle person, not very fair to me rite? think about it ya? jia you!
COMPENSATION TIME...
my beloved andy birthday last tues... 5 july. but i dunno.... so sorry. my fault my fault.
andy say he very scared i cry. all interactors all very very scared i cry. no diea y.. machiam im like a monster when i cry like dat.. bleah.
12/07/05
tmr onwards got camp, so guess im gotta be away for quite some time.
dind get the hostel as i wished. kind of sad. but its ok. just dat uni life wun be so fun dats all.
my angel told me dat recently somethings bothering me. maybe there's some problem. maybe going for camp is good.. like go out and 'san xin' like dat. maybe after camp then will 'yu guo tian qing'?
talking to zhiwei on the phone yday. even him not willing to give me support. this time i just have to depend on myself le. but.. guess my decision will make alot of people disappointed.
sorry guys, but let me be selfish for this once.
spare a thought for me.
pack my stuff, bye lo.
21/07/05
goodness gracious to everybody who think i muz be dead. in a sense, yes.
apparently my 'san xin' trip was great, but it dind really serve the purpose of escaping from something.
camp was fun, knew lots of new frens, did many things dat i neva knew i cud do.. and not forgetting made to xia suay myself in front of the whole camp while being sabo-ed.
the bimbo cheer... neva forget sia. all thanx to weiliang. 1 person do forfeit not enough, drag me and grace into the picture.
fright night.... cried becuz i was frighten, not by the 'ghosts' but by my team mate who screamed right beside me.
SP night... cool, but i knew all the people i talked to. 1 happen to be my primary sch fren, one is my roommate, the other 1 is in the same team as me!!!
hum... nice camp la... joker rocks!!!
our gao xiao anti-gambit cheer and the nonsense 'hou qing'.. cool!
sometimes in life, we often have to make alot of bets. gaining and losing means nothing to me. until this time. the stakes of the bet are so high, dats i refuse to do anything. maybe most people guessed correctly ba, i wun ask. i dun have the guts to, i fear losing too much. too much for wat i can afford.
31/07/05
as per huili's request.
basically school haven really started. just starting to bid the modules dat i wanted to take for this sem. considering dat im quite lucky cuz apparently i seem to be the only one who got all the modules dat i bidded for. like some people dind get all they wanted. maybe missed by afew or something like dat.
at least for all i noe, i will be doing japanses studies, sociology and history for this sem. intending to take forensic science and one singapore studies this sem so dat i can clear my SS and GEM modules by this year. dats about it. apparently for now, my timetable only takes up monday, wed and thurs. just pray very hard dat i can get all my tutorials and cca to be on the same day so dat i dun have to go back to school too many times a week.
oh ya.. intending to join 3 cca-s. wushu, original music ensemble and dance.
i bet some of u are going to give the "huh, jeraldine wants to join wushu" look. eh pls la, give me a chance to look shuai and learn wat i have always wanted la. going to take up drums in OME. hopefully. if everything goes well.
but i think i will die, cuz now i got 4 tuition kids, 3 cca-s and igap and school stuff to handle. scared it will be abit too much for me to handle.
o week so far is like super bad. cuz apparently i only turned up for the first half day. skipped sec and yday cuz apparently things dind turn out very well for me. all my frens are in other houses except mine and like scandals start in the first station of the first game. so like sort of make my life very miserable. hun bu xia qu liao kind of thing. ok... but dun say im very bad, cuz im still going to give my group a chance. if things dun turn out well on monday again, most prob im going to crash eugene's group on wed and thrus if i decided to go. dats it.
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