02-11-05
i haven been realising what ive been in for. i neva realise who i really need, those who were always there for me even though i've neva asked for them to be around. to those u know who u are,
some accidents that happened last year sorta changed me alot. if people haven realise. jeraldine is no longer who she used to be. im just so glad that things changed. was talking to one of my eu project mate. and the way he talked to me sorta cheered me up. wonder how true was it that he said. "although i've never seen u upset or angry but i'm sure u look the best when u have
if that bottle had took u away from me, if that incident haven brought us closer, if i hadnt started my stupid email, if i dind start taking the first move to make fun of u, if i dind meet u the way we did, i probably wun have all of u ard me. *the different 'if's incidents refer to diff ppl, all guys, fill urselves in as applicable*
guess i really made junk, gene and mark upset this time. gene say the guys were very angry and upset. shit. guilty guilty. hum. actually im more concern abt the junk thing. he msged me just now. a simple forwarded msg that made me really guilty. sorry guys.
for the sake of telling people: I'M STILL ALIVE!
exams coming, and my basic routine of going to the airport to study overnite has to come back as yet. more fun company to go with me, but surprisingly, i'm more able to concentrate more with them. except that i think jung needs to revise his intentions and mentality of going there. and wateva cars jung and mark are driving, they are damn spacious! bt thats nt the main point.
i'm suppose to talk abt weiliang's hp that went cranky according to eileen. its a cool phone after it went crazy, cuz unique functions like borders and weird looking bt nice wall papers start to turn up. and i probably like it becuz it give the perfect reason of not replying sms.
talking about this, with my mom complaining about my expensive hp bills, i mentally prepared myself that my new plan will be expecting whole day incoming free calls with a damn cut in the number of sms. bt then, nt to my expectation, i now have 1000 free sms to spare every month. cool. bt i noe i dun need that much.
i forgot what im supposed to talk abt, but probably its nt impt since i forgot abt it. oh i rmb, something about my diary that is lying on my cupboard since long time ago. haven been touching it since early this year i guess. guess its time for the cobwebs to be cleaned up cuz i intend to revive it, in view that perhaps this blog isnt really safe enought to contain extremely high private and confidential thoughts about people. *including bad comments about my irritating bf, haha*
22-11-05
25 more mins to end of slacking time, so ya. try to make it as short as possible.
basically, just started my exams last sat, probably wun do well cuz i dind study finish. but lets just hope that all my crap from basic knowledge and paying attention during lessons get me the grades for me to major in it. tmr and thurs, next tues and wed are the remaining days for exam papers. tight studying schedule, but no choice, blame myself for slacking too much in front of the tv for the past 2 weeks.
juanz, bee and i decided to go back to work at noel: our most accessible and slightly better paying source of income. cuz we're just too lazy to go and find higher paying jobs which we do not have at lobang on hand. we probably wanted to go back cuz the envt is more slack than normal office jobs. casual wear, do wateva u wan so long u finish the job, avg pay, and most friends are there. plus we already established good working relationship with the perm staffs there. so might as well.
not going to see qinhong or anybody else until after my exams. oh ya.. so cute. qh purposely boil a cup of water for me cuz apparently the kettle of water that he boiled in the morning diminished from evaporation after the long process of boiling which ended up forgetting to turn off the fire. hum... i just find it cute thats all. smiles (:
one last thing. last sat i meet fangting in school while walking back to arts after my exams. apparently my dear is back from australia because her father just passed away. kinda upset for her. and i really like her father alot. like he's the very cute and loving father kind? he's been always nice to me everytime i go over to stay at their house. and her father always says i'm very cute. think i'll miss seeing her father around at home. ok, shant talk too much in case she gets upset again. deepest sympathy and condolences. may god bless his soul. ber, dun be too upset k. we'll still love ya on his behalf. take care.
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