04-12-05
zhiwei's been complaining about my alow updation rate, and so here i come early in the morning cuz i noe i wun have the time to blog before the guys go back to camp tonight.
exams are finally over and im supposed to be enjoying my 1 month of breather. due to the cash flow problems, most of us are going out to get a job. Me starting work almost immediately after exams aint going to help me get out of the depression that i was in since last month. and the 3 of us has been leaving work earlier than the others due to the label that is attached to us as 'relatively expensive labour'. WTH. i calculated that the normal rate labour around will only need to work an extra hour daily to reach further than where my daily pay will gets me to. and the environment there has become much more hostile than it used to be last year. so unfriendly. my supervisor say morning (my shift) is like the library and the afternoon turns in a fish market. lets pray hard that things will get better when shawn gets back from reservice on monday, but i foresee an even bigger fish market.
exam's great, shud be able to get an overall B, or caps point of avg 3 or 3.5 or above. im not sure the point for B though. pray hard im not over-estimating. but im quite definite that im going to do better for the already SEA close book exam that i gave up studying because its too boring, than my favourite EU open book exam that i spend very constructive hours studying. thats crap. got a shock when eric told me the presentation grade that i got for EU project. 78. considering that i screwed it up quite badly in view that i forgot my content, made a fool out of myself and dind finish my presentation, its simply amazing looking at the 78 that i got. moral of the story: be the joke of the day and you'll get good grades for presentation.
terrible terrible things been happening around me. and its amazing how sadness for these incidents got me out of my depression when i was too busy feeling sad for them and forgot about myself. cool. been losing quite a number of people around me to the arms of god. may they all go to heaven. well, life and death bave been part and parcel of life and i'll receiving them with quite positive attitude, even though i may be crying.
i gotta go prepare for my igap thing le. been MIA because of exams and now jeraldine must make her presence felt again! pauline say she miss me around so now i shall start haunting evenbody... haha. at least its something i can look forward to for this holiday, if thats wat u call: a holiday. im off... till the next time i'm back here reporting my life again.
hum... strong urge to quit my job and just stay at home to slack. i realise my schedule for this holiday do not permit me to work. sighz. but for the sake of money.. guess i'll just have to bear with the workload as yet.
been slacking around at home these few days.. kind of enjoy myself even though its just doing nothing. guess i really needed the rest after slogging for quite some time.
hum.. dun exactly know what i want to say, just blog since my sis accidentally on the com. dats all. bye.
qinhong insist that i must write something about him. ok, here you go: something about qinhong. thats it. haha. kidding. hum.. 06/12/05, significant date of the month. oh, and i realise, he's pro in playing gunbound. haha. but i still think he'll be best if he boil another cup of water for me. haha. kidding too.
blog for the sake of saying certain things to certain people.
email pal: i cant reply u this week, cuz some things happen and im not exactly in the good mood to reply. cant meet u this week or next too cuz i got igap stuff to handle over the weekends.
brother: sorry i cant
dats it.
hum, long time since i last updated. more than 10 days i see.
basically, start with informing everybody on my movements for the upcoming days before the year ends.
23 dec-working till 6, office xmas function at 7
24 dec-supposed to go out with lcc, fabian low and jiasheng (but not sure if its on)
25 dec-tentatively nobody taking, so guess qinhong will take it?
26 dec-meeting jiemin and juanz for lunch at billy bombers for the brownies then go sunplaza park sit swing, shud be going out with cip team for dinner, or at least i'll be meeting up with the guys.
27 dec- 2 tuitions in the morning, meeting karsten for lunch
28 dec- tuition in the morning and after tat nothing on
29 dec- tuition in morning, afternoon reserve for jiemin, supposed to meet brother for dinner at chomp chomp, but, can we change day? to wed?
30 dec- tuition in the morning, meeting
31 dec- supposed to meeting zhiwei and joshua for kbox but i guess got some discrepency so maybe not going?
ya, so basically thats all.
huili, any day that u wan to take? anyway, i need brother to give me another available nite, preferably wed nite!!!
oh ya, my RC gers... are we meeting up this holidays? before
and tk gang also, gers, are we meeting up?
i still need to meet, my essy babe!!!
ok, next, wats up with me for the MIA days.
was busy with... working, planning when to go out with who, planning my shopping list, playing soduku, igap, getting upset, and basically tats it. i realise i dun even have time for a proper rest. guess my rest will only start next year. haha. when the guys' leaves are all cleared, and nobody else to
looking forward to meeting karsten and
was talking to karsten over the phone yday nite before i slept, and i was so amazed that we had so much to talk about. my god. haha. so cool.
hum, next week will be a fast, busy, yet fulfilling week. haha.
ok.. anything else shall be blogged tmr. nite.
sem one results are out. kinda like disappoint people with my studying attitude this sem. i could have done better, if i had put in the effort. but i didnt. shall not dwell on the past, gotta look ahead. shall not repeat the same mistake. quote one my of teachers in jc: "its ok to make mistakes. but its not ok to repeat the same mistake". got it all planned out for next sem. full time working, part time igapb and study for leisure days are gone. the future will just be full time studying, part time working and slacking for leisure. but i need myself and poh poh to watch over me so that i wun commit into too much things again.
decided to spend the xmas eve at home alone. needed some time for myself. i think the idea's great. i need peace.
the past week been kind of quiet at home cuz my parents brought my youngest sis away for a holiday in our second homeland: bangkok. i almost became a thai. trust me.
its good to have a quiet home to return to everyday. i seriously dun miss the noise level. but good times dun last. they're back. i just miss my dad.
i just felt... hurt.
i kinda like the drink that
gonna miss having juanx and bee around, all the making fun and laughing at each other, all the laming and stuff. haha, my laming level up again. cool. but still not far from bee's supreme level. gotta work hard on that. cool.
29-12-05
26 dec-ps fabian cuz the entire log team ps me, end up only me and fabian so i decided not to go.
29 dec-ps brother cuz got mini dec frens gathering for jiemin who is going back to USA. sorry bro.
oops.. hum.
met up with karsten and had a wonderful talk listening to his story and telling him life in school. enjoyed myself quite alot. i feel sad for him, passed his test with flying colours but too bad she didnt make it. but i know he will get over it. jia you!
kinda touched that he really stand up for me while we were talking about something. despite him being of an opposite gender, he still stand on my side, thats cool. well, i told him my stand and my decision, the rest is all for time to tell.
the last time u did it. and now u did it again. when will you ever stop doing things on purpose just to hurt her. if thats where u derive pleasure and sense of achievement, i think u wun achieve anything great. ure sick. bad. thats all i can say about u.
went out with jiemin and juanz for wonderful, even though expensive lunch. haha. good talk and sit swing session.. reminiscing the past.. great. but the stupid camera failed us. bad.
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