01-05-2006
And so in the middle of the night, when nobody else is awake, here comes Jeraldine with her first post of the New Year 2006.
Let's go easy first. The New Year resolution that everybody else is doing. Even though I don't fancy the idea of conformity and going with the flow, somehow I need to remind myself of what I need to accomplish by the end of this year. Not according to order of importance:
- study hard and work towards the ideal CAPS of year 1 student for the next 2 sem
- change my style
- do something about going to the library (somebody knows what I’m talking about)
- start on my 'book' (somebody knows it too)
- learn my bass *aiming for my new $920 husband*
- more concern about my friends around me
So not happening-ly, I spent the new year's eve and new year at home watching 'lost' on my laptop. Wow. So much for an annual event. Oh come on man, whats so great about coming down to new year when you do it every year? Hum, its just me and my no life this year.
These few days been busy with fighting with people for my modules for the upcoming semester but apparently I can't get my biz mod because I didn't have the least min bid in my account. Must have been the work of the seniors. I'll get my turn to do it on juniors. Scare them with all the points that I have. Haha. Evil.
Gladly spent $221 on clothes, shoes and accessories for the new year. More is yet to come. Managed to change my style quite a bit and that's cool. It feels good to spent your hard-earn money. Wow, that sense of achievement and hard work definitely feels good. Im going to spent my next 3-months holiday to earn another sum of money to get my $920 husband, next sense of achievement. Cool. Probably don't need to earn it if somebody is willing to give that to me as my birthday gift but I don't think anybody is that rich or generous enough. Qinhong offered to buy it for me first while I slowly repay him, but I rejected. The repaying feeling is different from working toward it by your own effort. I will treasure it more if I work for it. Not that I don't treasure all my other belongings.
Last few days of 2005 had been great. Plenty of room for thinking after meeting up with people, especially with my email pal. Quite nice talk over lunch: sitting by the window at PS's Swensens from 11 to 3pm, 7 cups of ice water, observing the movements of the shadows outside. Talked and lame and joked and stories exchange, and hey, useful advices I got （the 四碗熬成一碗 theory), not to mention the very pretty seashell that I got from him. Thanks dude, I love it.
Had a mini December friends gathering last Thursday. Lianghe last minute fly kite, but it was still good. As much as everybody was enjoying the suan-ing me session, the TK girls probably felt the same. We knew what we wanted. No further elaboration needed, right girls?
That's about it. At this unearthly hour, I’m going off to restore energy for yet another shopping trip in 11 hours time.
01/11/06
for some good reasons, i ended up crying alone at home. great, and i just promised
first day of lesson of the year, only for one and half hour and i spend 3.5 hours traveling. had a good breakfast session in engin mac with my new calculus classmate. actually she happens to be my sr school mate and my sister's church fren who took js with me last sem. nice person to talk and gossip with. talked about lessons, school, those were the days of sr, work, etc. cool.
went home alone and started thinking alot on the journey home. repeatedly hear the song on zhiwei's blog and started crying after reading eileen's blog entry that was posted more than 1 month ago. thought about the things i lost and those chances that brushed passed me last time. regrets, thats what i have to live with.
its just good that i get to spend time alone today. after spring cleaning my cupboards and shelves, i need to spring clean my mind.
went back to sr with alvin and brother on monday cuz i wanted to talk to my CT. but in the end she was too busy to entertain me cuz of her pw work load. good for her that she has been good opportunities to show her ability, but yet worried that she cant cope with the stress. she's worried too, but i know she will be able to do it. ms latha, if you get to see this, i have faith in you!
ended up talking to all the teachers of brother's classes instead. realise that science teachers in sr are quite friendly too. nice teachers. even though the 2 idiots have been making fun of me the whole time, i quite enjoyed myself. really feels good to have them around and get myself relaxed. thanx.
my mum just called home to check if my dad's around at home. apparently he's been involved in an accident in the morning and hasnt been home yet. hope that everything's fine cuz we have no idea what happened to my dad.
was supposed to blog before the guys go back to camp today. dunno if i still make it in time. but i guess doesnt matter.
going to be busy for the new year. eve of cuz having dinner with my family and then at nite spring cleaning like every year. chu yi, all my relatives houses to go as usual, chu er as usual belongs to the tk gang, so going all over to their houses. chu san, not confirm yet. so far cz and igap
special thanx for zhiwei, who dedicated the whole blog entry to me. i like it, makes me feel loved and cared for, by somebody who is nt my bf. haha. really like how you are always there for me. deepest gratitude. the same applies from me to you too, u know? i doubt so. but its ok la.
apparently my band picked up 2 performing opportunity for v-day. 9th and 14th. wateva.
went out with huiting yday. came back with another $100 worth of clothes. bad. talked about stuff. deers and antelopes... and school love affairs... haha. that interesting pretty girl have people falling in love with her everywhere she go...
gers always complain that guys dun understand.
and guys always complain that gers dun understand either.
and if guys argue that they dun understand cuz gers dun say,
then what makes gers understand of guys dun say?
new year's coming, but im not in the new year mood at all. nothing to look forward to besides going to all the tk people's houses on chu er. then nothing le. not much for me to do. like spending the new year aimlessly? totally not cool.
guess i just screwed up my laptop cuz i opened too many windows/programmes all at one go. apparentlyit got all jammed up and coudnt restart. and so i switched off the main power and yes, it died in my hands.
the best part is that the upcoming days are all taken up by the irritating new year and i wun get back to school until next wed, and all my files in the com have no backup, mainly photos and my projects.
all i can do now is just pray hard that my laptop has gone into the new year mood and decided to go on strike and simply get into the working mood again few days later. hopefully even if sending for repair is needed, my files can still be retrieved, which i think is highly impossible.
went shopping with fabian low and kim chow and his fren on the eve of new year's eve. the 2 guys got last min shopping to do cuz apparently they haven got their new clothes yet. and until 11pm yday, fabian was still in the 'lack of top' crisis.
and fabian low refused to believe that im so touched by the bottle of ice mountain that he bought for me in return for accompanying him to shop for his clothes. hum.. ignore*
basically i cant recall what else to say. guess thats about it la.
happy new year to all!
i just cant wait for school to start so that i can bring my com to the stupid guy and get my thing work again. super need it cuz got urgent mattera that i need to settle with my lap.
tmr... another 20 more hours. lap to go into the OT and out fixed.
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