life is like kinda sucky now in school. not because of the mugging, but because of the projects that are gradually being returned back to us.
i would have been very happy, running around the whole school in JC if i had gotten a C back then.
but now, getting a C in uni is like equivalent to can attempt to commit suicide. not to mention getting 2 Cs at one go. getting another B- aint like going to make things better, because it is almost equally as bad.

if i hadnt put in alot of efforts into attempting to do better this sem, i probably wudnt have been as affected as i am now. considering that, im beginning to wonder if i had been as slack as i am last sem, wud i have done better for my project this sem?

effort put in is always not equals to the grades i get. (it applies from young till now)
am i really that dumb, or am i just pure unlucky?

when i got my first A this sem, i wasnt thinking why i dind get A+. i was already very happy at that time. i haven been complacent since then, i was only double as determined to maintain that standard. but... it just dine worked out.

extinguished...