one slack free day.. happy slacking at home watching vcd whole time. great. but i haven do my tutorial yet... dats not great... haha

after some bad quarrels, i kinda learnt and realised quite afew things after friday afternoon. before lunch, i kinda had myself prepared for some period of isolation and solitude. but lunch was great, and learning the soft way helped me realise some misconception. thanx to my mysterious fren.

slacking indoors over weekends aint such a bad idea afterall. lest i can have all the time to rest and recharge myself for the week and have fun playing some computer games. those retarded games that seem to be able to provide entertainment and pleasure afterall, not too retarded when ure having fun playing... haha... i feel happier staying at home, not my home actually :)

quote my dad: if spore get attack, sporeans will be the first to die. not becuz of the enemy, but because they cant walk or run. they're just used to sitting down in the aircon room for work.
kinda agree with my dad, luckily im quite good at walking all the time and running for some time... haha... *when it comes to walking, ask alvin. running, ask edwin* haha

dear is like watching over how many cups of water im drinking everyday... strict monitoring all of a sudden. hum, i feel and notice a sudden increase in the amount of water going in and out of my body everyday... bleah...
sick again... sore throat and the horrible most feared/hated flu.... irritated... finished 3 packs of tissue from muilian and 1 and half pack from pei shan... haha, me and my without tissue days.. haha...

dance lesson yday, fun and nice. things are getting better and betterm or maybe cuz my practice time increase when i go more often... picking up things faster and better :) i like that.... :)
me and bee are getting along better too, going out more often than before... haven been feeling like that since graduated from tk times... i just like going out with them :)

being together is loving him/her for who he/she is, not how he/she can change for you. if he/she do change for the better, thats just a bonus for you, not what you shud expect from him/her. something that CZ posted quite some time ago related to this topic made quite a bit of sense to me. food for thought, shall post it for everybody to see.
quote from CZ's blog (i asked his permission to publish this):

"Love is patient, love is kind..."
i guess sometimes, when love fails it means tat u haven love enuff. and yet, its such a pity tat no one can achieve tat kind of love. wont it be wonderful if man can love freely and unconditionally? tat they shuld not expect something in return or tat they need to live up to certain expectation to be truely 'love'.
will pple realise wat it means to be? more often not, pple's love is driven by superficial satisfaction, either materialistically, emotionally or physically. you love someone for the hot body, or for the presents he shower upon u, or the care u given u. but u don love tat someone for being him, if he becomes ugly, or poor with no presents, or nasty with no care, u turn to someone else tat can offer u wat u desires or need.
some say love is give and take. but true love is giving without expecting any takings. if both parties are willing to give their all for each other, wont both of them receive all from each other? wat more can one ask for one to give abundantly and receive abundantly.
on the other hand, one who gives his all to her shuld not reject the giving of her all to him. for tat is the true meaning of having a relationship, giving everything and also receiving everything.