think this will be another long entry to compensate for not blogging as much last week, and probably for this week too.

basically last week was all about chiong-ing for all the projects cuz i had 3 projects due last week. the most pia project was 2101 and it1001. damn tough. finish transcript in 1 afternoon, report for that within 8 hours. tough. 1001 website took me 2 entire days: one day to look for the stupid software and one morning to get myself confused with the software and one nite to chiong everything. finished the project within time limit, but file size problem caused me to hand up my files 2 hours later than due time.

kinda pissed off with the projects cuz i always like to make sure i hand up my project one day before due time/date, or at least half a day before. but this time, just a bit too rush. 1001 assignment wed give, fri must hand up. 2101 last week do, this week must hand up. hai... feel really lousy and really bad this time...
and something kinda made me feel even worst... but luckily i had qinhong to help me with the website assignment, helped with understand the F1 button's help, which i cant understand the english in a state of panic. thanx dear.
ended up staying over at his house cuz it was already 1 plus almost 2 by the time i uploaded the last bit of the assignment.

went out with huiting for dinner on thurs. had the most serious encounter waiting for food to come. waited for a good 1 hr for my dinner to be served at tampines swensens. the people promised 30 mins but i waited twice the time just to watch huiting finished her food and few tables served and left. lucky for them that i actually dind complain and patiently waited for food cuz i had things to talk to huiting. was talking about going overseas for holiday and about school and family stuff, more on our younger sister actually...

busy busy sat. tuition and jamming and then chalet. jamming first. first time on my bass, not very good, not good enough for performance. guess i need more practice on that, alot more. but it feels good playing the bass somehow, dunno y.
chalet was great!!! QB chalet, many many people went!!!! steven, xiaoqing, bryan, yinglan and weijie, wanting and yixuan.... and alot alot... just wanna mention about this few cuz... haha... kinda been a long time since i last saw all of them.steven's still working as QB, and i heard from him that the workload now is much much lesser, good for those who are still working.
same school as xiaoqing, but different fac. dont really see her, but she still look great. know that she's kinda busy with hall stuff, pray hard that her sem dun get screwed up at the rate she's not attending lectures.
bryan sounda good too, and he "peng kang" sting ray for me!!!! damn nice!!!! and he forced me to finish up the entire stingray. took me a long long long long time to finish everything, sharing with so many people, going around feeding them with stingray and still took me a long long long long time. its just too big a piece for me to finish.. haha... had 1 and half piece of stingray, more than 5 sticks of satay, one bowl of curry, 1 chicken wing (to give face for madeline cuz she cook for me), and tonnes and tonnes of water!!!! so full!!!!
yinglan and weijie... still so lovey dovey... and they look good too... jingying dind come cuz she was busy sleeping at home from the overnight cycling... haha, but i miss that babe...
wanting's still as comical as ever... complaining about school like a little aunty... haha...
and xuan... i haven seen her ever since she left the office... hope she's coping well with school....
hope everybody is doing fine in school and work!!! (:
had a good time gathering and talking to them... even though i spend most of the time talking to bryan cuz i was too busy complaining about school and talking about how hardworking his sister (the sr peishan) is... i miss the whole lot.

basically the entire sun was left to sleep and replenish all my energy that was exhausted to do the projects. but apparently, it wasnt of much use cuz im still tired and dying. haha...

went out with alvin yday to watch spore dreaming for my emotions lesson. not exactly very fantastic, just the kind of movie that protrays the typical life that we live. most will see themselves in the movie, being protrayed by certain characters of the cast. some will just treat it as a laughing stock and come out of the movie theatre. there's lesson to be learn from the show, actually wanna recommend some people to watch for the lessons learnt, not for the entertainment. how we actually take certain people or things for granted, like as though it ought to be that way. but when will we actually realise, we're asking for too much? how often do we really notice the people around us? how often do we really consider how they might be feeling? besides how we always think doing this or that is for the person's good, does he'she really need it?
people give up their dreams for money, but some others just have to work the hard way to get the money so that they can fulfill their dreams. why should insurance seen as the most useless/undesired job? so what if ure an insurance agent? that doesnt make urself a disgrace to the society or anything like that, does it? so what if u have the 5Cs? that doesnt attribute to u being successful or happiness, it only means that u have the financial ability thats all.
first time i actually need to read my notes before going to the movies, but i kinda get the link between the notes and the movie. of how individual financial success is being strongly emphasized and shaped to contribute to the country's success.
i've just paraphrased to make it sound nicer...

anyway, had another good crapping session with him. i guess its good to go out and breathe some fresh (actually not exactly very fresh) air when you get too tight up with workload. to get urself off the pressure for some time before getting back to it again. little little break once in a while.

had a cup of coffee/tea and fries with edwin in the night. he happened to jio me out when he thinks i need it (according to him, he sensed that i wasnt quite right, so asked me out, dunno how true was that). talked and trash alot about how i felt towards... and ended up crying. was very concern about me crying cuz i rmb-ed him very phobic of tears, but i realised he overcame it in jc. haha... good for him. i guess i was just too stressed up and bottled up too much in me. he was asking me what i was upset about... and i was telling him: school, work, frens, cca, tuition, income, family... and he told me basically it sounds like thats everything....
i dunno... i just feel... so tired... so tired of everything...
i think.... perhaps i wanna quit band... perhaps...
i just wanna go back to times in sr... where i can just run and jump all over the place... the canteen, outside lib... no worries at all...

anyway, i wanna buy new digi cam!!!! sony T10.... but i cant decide on silver or pink... haha... nice cam, light and nice... but ex!!!! went to look around with alvin yday... hum... 160 more than cannon... but its much better than cannon though... in terms of function... according to alvin la... which i share same sentiments too... maybe i can ask for sponsorship... anybody wanna sponsor? haha...