many small things that come in your way become insignificant when you start thinking about them with an open heart. let them bother you too much and you'll become an easily depressed person. kan kai, jiu mei shi le :)

i know ber is back from australia, which means i'll need to find a day which i can meet up with her, or rather them (the red cross people). hum... will i get to stay over at her house again as usual? she haven contacted me though... she probably knows that im still having my exams if she's reading my blog.

as you grow older, friends leave your side and go overseas. you'll realise your holidays become more precious, and getting busier when they come back at the end of the year. when social relationships gets more complicated, organising a gathering gets harder. as time goes by, you'll realise that you meet lesser and lesser people. dont let this gets into your way, just do things that you want, meet people that will make you happy. if you're meeting for the pure sake of meeting up, it'll get screwed, so forget about the idea.

readings are boring, but i just have to do it somehow. its all about romanticism today, with all the sexual revolution and division of labour and state intervention in personal life... crap. selective reading is decided upon boredom... that is: one article to be read from each topic since all the articles are talking about the same thing. dont waste my time reading all when i dont have the whole world's time.

time will pass fast, and everything will be over soon. god bless me...

happier me shall live again :)