Friday, March 16, 2007

wanna start off with some personal message to somebody.

been spending quite a substantial amount of time on my projects and literature review and report writing that i dont really have much time left for qinhong.
normally will have at least 2 days for him: thurs and alternate wed lunch time with him and 1 day out of the weekend. but now its like seeing him only on sun and no more lunch cuz i need to do my readings.

just wanna say: sorry dear, i know im spending much less time with you. i always feel kinda bad when you always call me at night but i dun really have the time to talk to you. just bear with it k, after exams will be fine le. try not to miss me k, go play more scrabble and blog more... haha...

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since we all know that complaining through letters and emails will not get anywhere, then why do singaporeans still continue their practice of complaining?

during a conversation exchange with 2 of my frens, we kinda discussed this issue with some insight.
even those public knows that complaining doesnt get anywhere, they still continue to do so in hoping that somehow, it will get to somewhere. its the kind like 'sending a hope' instead of the normal lottery 'buying a hope'.

perceived reality is not equals to objective reality. people just take whatever that is happening as part of the natural whole and take them for granted. how many people actually go through the process of reflecting and think about all the 'natural' phenomenon that we call 'everyday life'?
even if everything is ok and working well, it doesnt mean that we dont need to question the motive or need for it. there might be a different way that can achieve at least the same results.
dats how innovation comes from. reflecting and questioning the nature of 'reality'.
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the sbs bus service really got me all furry this friday morning. QI lesson at 10, which translates to my usual waking up time at 730.

i woke up slightly earlier than normal, took the usual time to dress up and get ready for school. walked to the bus stop right outside my house, only to miss the 22 bus service that im supposed to take for the bus marathon.normally, missing the 22 still doesn't mean any harm (i calculated the number of buses i can miss but still be on time).

took the next 22, but it kinda took them slightly longer than usual to come. but its still ok.
supposed to change bus 8 or 93 (more preferred service to transfer), only to see the 93 bus zoom passed the very 22 that i was on in front of the traffic junction. but missing the 93 is still ok, i should still be able to reach school slightly earlier or at least on time.

as long as 151 comes before 905, i will still be able to reach school on time. if it comes at 915 means i will be 5-10 mins late. late for 10 mins is still normal. i waited and waited.... all the way until 950 when the 151 came!

this is like oh my god! all thanks to the 45 mins of waiting time, and the irritating phenomena that the bus stops at EVERY SINGLE bus stops... i only reached school at 1045! (*note: my lesson starts at 10)

refer to the front: lesson at 10, 151 came at 950, and i reached school at 1045. Great. (yar rite)
in the end, i decided to skip lecture but still come to school anyway cuz i need to borrow more lib books and have projects discussions. *dun expect me to still continue and go for lesson, walking in just to tell people that: "hey guys, look. im 45 mins late"*im just so not going to do something so throw face.

bet nobody will read through everything, but i just need some avenue to vent the anger and disgust that i have. anger because i purposely woke up early, but yet still 45 mins late for class.

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history tells us that the more established states become, the more they define actions which threaten the prevailing system as criminal. tribal quarrels which began as a struggle for predominance changed to internal warfare and from there into high treason.

finally finished power project readings, but i still need to go back to lib and borrow more books to add more substance to my term paper. im just pretty much amazed by how little information i can find from books and i need to jigsaw puzzle everything and fit in the details.

been busy the whole week with all the staying in school late and dealing with all the projects.

marketing presentation was great. received feedback from audience that they are very attracted by our idea and quite a handful of them liked my reference consumer quite alot. *smilez* i did the whole reference consumer by myself! some say they like how Q&A was answered in a group and showed some sense of bonding amongst us :)

here goes... presenting luke skywalker lee:

(click on the image for larger print *in case u dunno)

going to sleep soon... blog again next time

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