officially start studying for exams. in the airport... after a long time of not doing so. started studying late this sem because bee's timetable cant match mine, so no studying partner. sad ah... muz jia you!!!!

reminded of something that make me real sad with some stuff. old memories perhaps.. but im sad.

need to go back to school in the afternoon just to collect my childhood paper. the idea is totally lousy... but i rather make the trip than to take it back another day. sort of desperately want to know how i fared for the paper. pei pei got A- for her mid term, which i chose not to do. so happy for her, cuz she wasnt expecting herself to do well for that. wah stress man... people around me keep getting A... OMG!!!!


kinda worried for screwing up my exams this sem because i feel like know my stuff but i dunno my stuff too. it like... OMG!!! unprepared.. totally unprepared.. i guess thats the result of skipping too many lessons this sem. i think the number of lessons i skipped this sem is more than the total of all my previous sem's skipped lessons. that's bad!

tired... stress... but the more i feel stress, the more i dont feel like touching my books. consciously rejecting the idea of studying even though i know i need that very much. save me!!!! may the world's divine intervention save me once again!!!!