i guess this is going to be a long post. so if u even have the patience, here goes...

got a call from a private number last week. apparently the person (a guy) got my name and hp number correct, but claimed that i had talked to him over some chatline and had gave him my number over the chatline some time ago. felt pretty absurd over the whole issue because i know for sure that i didnt engage in whatever sort of chatlines and i cant figure out who the hell would have tried doing it in my name.

after yesterday 's blog entry dedicated to complain about the efficiency of our dearest SPF, the officer finally remembered that he was supposed to call me. the news that he was about to tell me really brought shock to my entire afternoon. entirely quote what he said:
"i'm the officer-in-charge of your case, but im so sorry... that along the way, my colleague forgot to pass your file to me so we have not started any investigation yet. but dont worry, we will put in an application for investigation and start to arrange for a CCTV review session. we will try our best to get back to you asap."

i was like feeling... OMG!!!! 3 months passed, if i never call you means my case will never start investigation?! i mean.. i dont really expect them to be able to recover my money back to me, but at least... cant they have a bit more responsibility than this? its like... what do you mean by 'my colleague forgot to pass your file to me so we have not started any investigation yet'? ok, its pretty obvious what he meant but... hello, responsibility! OMG! i will see when they call me again for updates... let's wait...

went out to celebrate peishan's birthday today. i would say its really the normal clique expect for beng who unfortunately have to be in the jungle for reservist and then attend wedding dinner after that. it was pretty fun though... express dinner and then shop to do last min shopping for cny. bought quite a number of stuff... spent quite a huge amount of money...

decided that im not going to celebrate valentines' day, anniversaries of whatsoever sort and whatever else special occasions. they're actually just any other days, except for their meaning in the particular contexts. its not like as though each other will love each other exceptionally more on that particular day. its just a stupid chance for the capitalists to suck all the money that they can during the occasion. why bother to dump all your money for the 'investment' that may not necessarily work out? *i believe RA will say that im following THE CODE... haha*

i believe that amongst all my friends, a particular bunch of jc friends actually saw me in tears the most number of times. these people, of whom i will like to name, are... andy, beng, zhiwei, peishan, layleng. i never bother to cry too many times in front of the others. or more like i should say, i've always tried to put up a strong front to them. eg., was having dinner with alvin once when something bad happened earlier during the day. i was laughing and smiling like nobody's business, but also started crying like mad when he asked me something else that was almost related to the sad incident. and he commented that i could actually masked myself with all the smiles since i met him that day.

in any case, i will really like to show my appreciation to andy... who really shared the bulk of my tears when i think i really need a listening ear, offering me some tissues when i really need them. even till now... thanx dude!