was informed about the results. not so good because i said something wrong. to be observed for another 3 more months before they decide again. not feeling totally sad, but a teeny weeny bit of rejection.

not like i really care whether i get it or not, cuz i feel that im doing fine rite now. im just worried about the negative implications that zhiwei reminded me that it makes quite a big difference.

never mind, its good cuz i can enjoy the flexibility of earning extra for extra days of effort.