stress

i refuse to agree with other people but i think i really have to this time. ok, i admit i'm stressed k. i admit. everytime people say i stress, i say no, impossible, cuz i too lax, so cannot be stress. but this time, i think i have to agree.

i think im going to go crazy soon. exams nearing and i think i haven been constructive lately, esp for hist. nothing seems to be going in. only my maths is on time and progressing smoothly. but my history. im so scared la. and its like the first paper after GP... spent many days on hist le but still not ok. i die le.

i super scared, super stress this time. the nearer the exams, the more i cant get to study. i dunno whats happening to me. i wan to cry, but nothing seem to be able to make me cry. i juz kept quiet the whole day today.

wats with me? how? exams nearing, im scared. and im stressed. cannot like that, i need to study.
how?