guys

5 more days to end of work! yeah! bt kinda sad tat all of the people are leaving before us. shihui, joycelyn n weilun today last day, shuyu tmr last day. and nadiah n shijie last day so long ago.
rainbow can bear to leave the place asap bt i tot it wasnt so bad, if nt so the miserable pay n brainless work.

kind of rmb this stupid incident tat happen some weeks ago when we went for ming's house warming. huiting reminded me when we went shopping together. its just like normal la, tk gang play on their own n ming's poly frens play on their own la. like totally no interaction b/w the 2 groups. then halfway when me n ting were eating the 3rd round tat day, 2 of the guys from the poly group came over to talk to ming la. then something happen la. so the guy ask ming to help him wipe his mouth la, joking kind of stuff.
then my first reaction = 'disgusting!"
so we all started laughing la, and the next moment i noe, ming shouted 'jeraldine, somebody wans ur phone number!' before tat guy wanted to leave. im like huh.. was so super engross with my food then i dunno wat happen le. so in the end ming ask him to come for new year n personally ask for my phone number. like hello, nt funny leh.
and so, cny is coming n we're going ming's house on the 2nd day... haha.. we shall see wat will happen. anyway i bet the tk gang wun give him a good time *and i wun have a good time either, the gers are dying to 'marry' me off* im so going to have a tough time though...

wateva it is, i've decided tat some guys are juz pretty much hard to handle. saw 1 of my very long time no see fren n we started talking abt someone tat we noe la. and so it occur to us tat since i'm always there for tat person, wat will happen if there is a case whereby i cant offer him anymore help, in the sense i cant be there for it when stuff happens.
and its true. i went thru some reflection. i dun turn to the same people all the time when things happen is cuz i noe they cant be always there for me. somehow, i cant rely totally on 1 or 2 person. is either i learn to be independent for i diversify. in the end, i did both.
now, the same thing. he cant totally rely on me. wat happens if some circumstances doesnt allow me to be available, or if something happens to me n i wun be there for him anymore, then wat will happen to him?
wateva the case.. see how when things happen lo...