nightmares

happy belated valentine's day to everybody!

first, thanx my dear beng, for remembering to give us roses & other stuff via andy *he paid on beng's behalf first cuz beng's in tekong!*honour here k, cuz only me and pei shan have it.. keke. on courtesy of chersiong and andy, we also got roses & test tubes... so nice!
bt anyway... i still wan to condemn SP for screwing up the i-club biz. my god, horrible, terrible, cucumber*learn from my yeo de, winkz* can.... neva mind, shall condemn his project the next time i go hijack i-club exco meeting.

interesting incident:
yday nite i mass msg-ed the guys saying tat i miss them. andy replied with a 'erm jera, y suddenly like tat? something happen to you is it? what wrong?"
my first reaction is... muz something happen before i can miss the guys, abit the weird rite...
bt its ok la, juz find it abit weird though. bt u see the point why i always say the guys rox... cuz they will be bothered to be concern. its nt about attention-seeking. its about the guys will take a step further to think of what happen while gers will juz take the superficial meaning.

anyway, sidetrack.
die... haven been sleeping well for countless days. like its either i take a long time to go to sleep even though im on the bed already, or i keep waking up in tears and sweat in the middle of the nites, or both. what the hell, i keep dreaming about monsters and nazis invading singapore and trying to control all our lives, kills me, chase after me and i forgot wateva rubbish la. all kinds of weird nightmares start to pop out of nowhere and all my sweet dreams are gone.*i think maybe is cuz recently i read alot of story books about the nazi camp* everyday im so tired, getting very little sleep & worst still, dreading to sleep everyday despite being fatigue.
somebody kill me, kill me or kill me.

keep listening to jay chou recently. and everytime i heard 'gui ji', it juz reminds me of fabian low. cuz he always sing the chorus part of that song to me whenever he sees in staying back to study in school. i also dunno y tat song, bt he juz keep singing tat song to me. then qiyuan will always test me of the russian revolution dates and stuff while fabian sings. so cute. *actually is the 2 of them nothing better to do la, so walk ard the school to disturb people, and sadly cuz school got nobody left, so im the unfortunate one* haiz.. miss the times. miss the times when i always forced the 4 of them to stay in school to study with me.

& now i finally realise the differences between being with the guys & gers. being with the guys consist of fun & non-excludable quarrels & arguements tat i will always emerge the winner *cuz the guys always give in* & the arguements is fun de, chao gao xiao de. bt gers ah, always quarrel about small small insignificant stuff tat often end up with cold wars & wateva else. so serious de. so nt fun. tats wat i miss! tats wat we always do in school...