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went through alot of thinking today. sort of straighten my thoughts over afew issues.
only felt that haven has my own personal time recently.
offend a gentleman, but not a villain. rather offend a villain, than a woman. *nothing to do with wat i thot thru, just a remark tat i felt was quite interesting*

was reminded of liming's accident when i look thru some stuff. then suddenly recall that i dind see her when i went back to school on vday. it seems tat alot of us put her at the back of our minds and gradually forgot about her. at least i admit, i did.
last july, i was still so guilty about not taking good care of her on that day of the accident, so frantic & worried for her during that period that i almost couldnt focus on studying. and still made so many of my frens worried for me as well. but now? when i went back, i was only thinking about the vday project & forgot to ask about her. i still rmb few days ago, but i forgot on the day itself.
liming, i wonder how is she now? still in sr? still continuing her studies? i need some JC2s to keep me inform now.

met meiyan to get back one of my phone that i lend to her. heard abit of updates about her and her aaron. looking like she's asking for a breakup today or something. was still asking me if she shud give him the 2 pages long letter. her words are small, the paper is big, and she neva leave any lines, so i bet she wrote alot. dunno, but i shall go and find out tmr.

im suddenly lost for words. winamp playing "gui ji" now, thinking of alot of things. as usual, reminds me of fabian low, & school. they want to go taiwan during their break after bmt, ask me wan to join them anot. still thinking, but haven reply lcc. but most prob not going i guess. cuz, opp cost too big. 4 guys & a ger.. hahah..
but i really feel like taking a break. take a break from alot of stuff.

begin to understand what ra ra say when he walk me home tat day. something about him advising me to walk home by myself if i can. something about our house envt actually not very good. something about i shud noe how to take care of myself even if i shud walk home.
today then realise wat he meant. actually our house area alot of groups hanging ard in void decks, ard our neighbourhood. i guess its alrite. i shud noe how to take care of myself.

*feel like going to ubin for another cycling trip. juz wan to go there and blow wind, walk walk. get away from city life for awhile*