im beginning to think that life is bad for me.

kinda lost the drive to study after exhausting all my energy doing projects the last time round. no matter how much i sleep to recharge myself, it just simply proved to be ineffective. i just feel tired all the time. in short, im beginning to be a lazy pig slacking on the bed all the time. jk say its been a long time since he last had an 8-hr sleep. and i went to think about it, im sleeping more than 8 hrs a day. thats bad. it just means that im not spending enough time on study.

and i cant feel any motivation to study anymore!!! dats totally terrible!!!! i NEED to STUDY!!!!! argh!!! i think i play too much already!

last sat had a class outing to celebrate ivan's birthday. we're all quite amazed by the high turn-up rate that day. even though RA was still upset by those who dind turn up. dinner was great, except that we encountered a young perverted teenager that was estimated to be 5 years younger than us (according to alfred's estimation). hum! and the guys just simply accounted my skirt for attracting that guy. what the hell! watever the case is, its over! haha.
went esplanade with few of them to chill after dinner. the rest went home, but we wanted to stay out and talk. feels good talking to them, people like beng, andy, LL, QH, brandon, fred and RA. andy said that i gain enlightenment le. and we concluded that relationship stuff are the most problematic. dont get involve in it as much as possible. and dont try to understand something that the other dun wan to explain, it'll just make your life miserable trying to find out. (specially written down for LL's notice!)

enough of all the fun, its time to get down to study. even though its hard, but its a must to carry it out. i need some discipline and motivation!

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地 跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你 收的干净
我也会 不留一点痕迹

我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里
在混乱中
翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱的曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少的无声哭泣
不懂爱情
我的心如此无力

我 一直都想对你说 你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我 做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式 就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你 甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说 你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我 做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝 我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你
Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离开不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就前惆拍?我都愿意 就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起