haha.. just one day and i kinda like found my motivations again... after i got back my maths test. and haha, the momentum sorta build up when i was enthusiastically doing maths in the lib. anyway, owe jk quite alot cuz he was my temp maths tutor. he was like cursing ans swearing the whole time when he couldnt recall his maths... so funny.. i seriously think we're all a bunch of jokers...

sent out an email yday nite cuz i couldnt fall asleep... talked to cz and ma'am melissa. told her something about going for SEP. but i still had my considerations for not going... KIV first...

was disappointed for quite awhile. just abit of spoiling image, but its still ok afterall. its just like im ok with jeremy and kuan hui smoking cuz i know they do. if i had known about it long ago, it probably wudnt really matter. but its not impt anymore, cuz im fine with it le. its just accepting some changes in life i guess...