happily went back to school early ona friday morning just to get 3 bottles of blood taken out my my delicate body. gosh, luckily i dindt faint.
and luckily my best pal went with me :) poor him, fri off and still wake up at 6 just to pei me go to school.

went to watch click with him in the afternoon and slack at heartland mall before he leave for bbq. dind go for the sec audition. decision will depend on the seniors.
anyway, my fren felt that i need somebody to talk to and so ya. thanx pal. for keeping me company.

went for dance lesson with bee on last mon. long long long long time since i last danced.. guess about 3 months to 4. need to brush up with more practice i guess. anyway, was talking to her about one of the tk gang people. some bad comments that was passed about her from one of our fren. bee was hoping that wat the comments said wasnt true. but seems like she's acting the way. bad.

poh sent me an email regarding something that i posted few entries back. dun feel like replying and am not going to reply. felt that everybody have their right to feel how they want. then again, feeling and actually protraying out into actions are 2 different matters.
1, i wasnt grumpy and moody that day because i wasnt happy about it. i was just disturbed by the itch and hunger. if u took it the wrong way, then there's nothing i can do about it.
2, as much as i was upset with the fact that i will have lesser people to pei me, i was happy for my fren to be able to find his/her partner. i know how it feels when frens around u are not happy with who u got as ur bf/gf. or shud i say how much everybody will wan everybody else to feel happy for u being able to find ur other half.
3, i just need time to adapt to the change in status of my frens. even if im feeling or being selfish, its just some mental instability that needs time to get settled down. if im not even permited some time to adapt, then fine. just stay away from me then u wun need to see me being grumpy or zombified.
4, i think its just purely natural for people to be selfish and think about and for themselves. that's what everybody's been teaching me. or maybe i applied it in the wrong way. then again, its another issue to be discussed again.
5, anyway, i haven been happy and was quite pissed off whole week ever since the itch got me. so, dat shud be about it. nothing else to explain myself, there's no such need in the first place.
ok, and so i replied. fine.

realise that my lessons for this sem is nicely packed back to back into 3 days. monday back to back 4 hours during lunch time from 10-2. wed back to back 5 hours from 10-5. thurs back to back 6-8 hours from 10 - 6/8 depending on odd or even week. great. and so i wun be seeing much of anybody else besides my classmates. no lunch and no breaks. cool. i think i need this kind of life, just come and go after lessons. and off days are left for me to do wat i wan :)

if so i think i need...

anybody wan to jio me out anytime? i wan to meet up with people leh... brother for breakfast, fabian, zhiwei, beng/RA/andy, ting, juanz, huili (i haven seen her for more than 1 year le!!!), and actually i forgot who else. seems like maybe i dun really have as much frens as i tot i have. hum, actually have, just that well... i dunno... i think i wan to go out with edwin before he flies to auzt for 1 year and dump me here...