itching all over... dunno whats wrong.. damn it...
my neck, back, shoulder, elbow, hands, legs, ankles... my goodness... damn bad...
it better not be the 3rd round of chicken pox! and yes, i had 2 rounds of it, dunno why also, so dun ask me!

first day of school!!!! 1 hr of lecture and went bugis shopping with poh... waste of my time travelling to school... think i need to readapt to school life, the kind of travelling and crowd in the bus.. goodness..

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he and she are attached... sob sob...
cuz now i need to share my good frens... they no longer have as much time to pei me... they'll love me less...they'll leave my side soon... sob sob...
i dun wanna share my frens... i dun like frens leaving my side... i dun like frens to love me lesser...
count me selfish.. but i just dun like...

brother just talked one round of sense into me.. to make me grow up and accept the fact that my frens wun always be by my side..
one day they'll all get attached and get married with kids... they wun always be there just for me...
and poh said we all have our social life... dats true...

but dats one part of me dat dun wanna grow up.. i just wan my frens to be with me.. i wan them to love me and dote on me...sob sob...
k fine.. im childish... im selfish... i just wan all the love to myself...

neva mind.. i think nobody will noe the reason why... i wan it so much...

perhaps u do.. but i think u wun...