kinda bored. attending lessons after lessons is so boring. like nothing to look forward to... if my lessons are as interesting as my gender studies, then fine. but all the lessons are like, argh!!! probably the next best to gender studies is social theory. imagine social theory being next best to gender studies, i still got 3 other modules that are more boring than that! and i rank the most most super duper boring: social research.

kelvin wanted to help me with my computing tutorial. but ended up he cant cuz my tutor is the lecturer himself. damn! but i guess its ok, cuz its an idiot proof module. maybe he can just help me with some tips on how to KO the rest of the population in the lecture will do :)
gonna have lunch with him on fri for some delicious and absolutely perfect-smelling baked rice at swensens. great :)

going to meet the FS for dinner again this week, ever since the last chalet in july. FS re-united cuz qing just returned from US. huiting want me to do some update to the rest but i guess im just going to give it a miss cuz i dun wan to put her into a state of repetition, which is what happens all the other time. just going to keep myself low profile enough to just enjoy the great company and the luxury to enjoy good food :)

getting some kind of muscle ache from the bladding yday. arms and thighs. guess i exhaust my arms muscle too much by grabbing and clinging on to edwin yday. damn scared that i'll fall, front or back. haha. just so so so afraid of falling. probably insecurity.. haha, i dunno. think he probably had a good time laughing at me clumsily trying to get myself stable and there screaming and shouting all over the place. damn it! *dont attempt to visualise cuz its so image destroying* haha.
muscle aching... sob sob...

been getting headaches from out of nowhere and for no apparent reason. so badly that i couldnt sleep yday nite. trying to sleep but was left turning and tossing on the bed, wanted to stop thinking about things but they just naturally and automatically run through my brain. just like as if it has some automatic memory to operate by itself. damn it. my brain isnt going to listen to me and my instructions anymore.... sob sob...

guess im going to stop... lecture seems to be ending le.. got 1 hour break before my weekly tutorial... bleah... dats my one and only break in my 3-day week lesson plan :) and :(