kinda at a lost on what to blog.

dun really have the mood to do anything, including blogging. but when i am here? i have no idea.

had my first paper today, which leaves me with 2 more to go.

nothing unexpected was tested, every thing's covered in lectures and tutorials so theoretically everybody should be able to do well. was talking to prof after exams today, and he said, "so u all know what to write for exams!" i said, "knowing is one thing, memorising is another, remember to write it down is yet another."

i managed to crap everything about civil society, democracy, civil and political rights, bourgeoisie, France, Germany, Indonesia, Korea and the SEA region. basically its all about traveling around the globe without a visa. let's just hope tat divine intervention allows me to travel back to spore with a decent grade.

the experience of having to survive deadlines one after another with at least 2 each week really create desensitization towards the whole exam phenomenon. its bad when the sense of urgency is not there and you know you have a lot to cover.

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another whole lot of issue made me lose my patience these days.

its just like things seem to be going in weird directions and i totally have no clear idea of what is really going on. the kind of thing like as though u are driving but have no control of where the car is going.

its just about when the car will crash or something.

i have the feeling that i am going to deal with crisis soon.

but then again, bee say she's been hearing me in crisis since some time back.