i didnt realise that what i have been doing for the past 2 weeks was engaging in self-handicap. and i needed a pri 4 kid to remind me of that continuing self-handicapping is going to diminish my chances of achieving my aim. thats how people learn from each other, regardless of age and seniority.

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i wanted to talk about this new term that me and qh came up with:
"abnormal shai-chology" - derived from the chinese character <晒>. used in the context of extreme heat and light from the sun during the day time. *copyright*

i forgot how i came up with this term... probably just any ordinary day when we went shopping with extraordinary amount of heat and sunlight that i felt from the effects of global warming.

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any sound that is pleasant to our ears are music, the others are noise. when people practise selective hearing, are the words that are good for you but arent pleasant to your ears considered as noise? some people will feel the "sour" in your face, some people just somehow ignore the entire part. if you feel the sour, that good. if you belong to the latter, too bad.