i realise i've really been coming home early much lesser than previously. as much as i have self awareness, somebody else pointed out to me too. havent really been spending time with people at home. i really need to come home earlier. NO MORE LATE NIGHTS AFTER 8PM! ok, or at least cut down.

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the grand games of international eyes has finally come to an end. plenty of criticisms, but also a significant amount of recognition. the more you try to perfect something, the more imperfection will surface. great to have been at the scenes of some games that i am interested in, of course they greatly increased my understanding of how the game is played and the skills involved.

the good thing is that people are coming back to share the burden. unfortunately, i think dont the there will be much difference in the workload. many people have been expressing their intentions. sad :(

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i was having a very good talk with 2 of my colleagues on friday night after work. one of the topic was about women outliving men. i realised that i haven really cry for a long time. its bad, because i know im obviously feeling stress and upset. im definitely not happy with certain things that has been happening. but im not venting all these negative emotions at all. HOW?!