what happens if im upset about something that has nothing to do with my bf, and i want to cry over it, but i dont really want to share with my bf because i cant cry in front of him? not because i dont want him to see me cry, but rather i dont feel sad when im with him to let me cry as a form of ventilation.

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i have the sudden urge of going to changi beach around evening time to walk around. i need to find some inner peace.

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i have a whole lot of things to blog about a friend, but i guess not now. im quite tired from... i dont know.

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im looking forward to the short week coming ahead.