i feel and noticed a reduction in efficiency at work. it started off with a sense of impending huge amount of work, and then it came in 3 waves. the reduction in efficiency was experienced in the 3rd wave, when i just procrastinated and turned to computer games instead of doing it over the weekend. i just spent the entire weekend playing games instead of my reports which is all due on the monday. i ended up submitting only on wed, thurs and the next monday, when i almost died.

i was supposed to have cleared 6 items 2 weeks ago, and similarly, i didnt till today. i wanted to use thurs and fri to clear them since i have nothing scheduled on my calendar. but some other stuffs occupied my time and the 2 days were wasted. i did entirely nothing except killing 1 out of 6.

had dinner with one of my colleagues and he told me that was stress. one of the symptoms of stress is reduction in efficiency. and that he said.

i bought back my laptop to work on the remaining 5, and additional 2 which had accumulated over the past 2 weeks. but i ended up playing computer games again without doing any. i tried logging into the system and did some work. but i felt so sleepy after 10 mins, and i shut down my laptop. im so going to die on tues. why tues? because i decided to take time off on monday, and i dont think i will get anything done by tmr. im so dead.

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work aside, personal aspect is boring too.

nothing much is happening to me. and there's nothing i want to do.

i need a life!!!!