brother

sorry, i wasnt able to help u when u need help the most. but u make me feel very useless.

my world's best brother is dead le. the brother who will always so cheerfully talk to me, whu will always stand up for me, who is always so concern about me, is dead. the brother standing in front of me, who is talking to me is not the brother that i wanted, that i know.
he seems like a totaly different person altogether. i dun like the brother that im seeing now. but there's nothing i can do to get him back. all he can do now is to help himself, but he's not doing so.

i wanted to tell him that he make me feel very useless. but i dint. i dint wanted to make him even sadder than he already is. i want my brother to return. lets pray hard that he faster get back to himself. lets pray hard that a miracle happen to him. i dunno how.