im in the i-dun-wan-to-talk mood again. something hit me hard too. but quite glad to sense the change in attitude and tone of brother when we talking on msn. he seems to be slightly better le. tats good news. but he dun look good when i see him in school. he look so despondent. but i guess things will always turn better for him, cuz he's a good person. tats wat fabian says. i dunno wats the link with brother being a good person, but yupz. give him some time.

really have to thanx brother actually. for remembering that his xiao mei here. haha, got problem still will look for me.

side track: efforts in vain. i sian diao liao. sometimes, not everytime work hard got use de.
transfer payments nt equals to transfer earnings!!!