am studying at mac alone that the moment. bee is off for tuition and so im here feeling so tired. was reading my gender articles on advertisements so that i can build up ideas for my report due next week. finished half of the essay even though its a group project and will continue to refine it till by best and send it to the rest to do the adding on and elaboration. kinda tired and distracted by some thoughts, so i guess its time to do something different now... blog.

was listening to the radio since morning because its like special production in the morning program because one of the DJ is leaving the radio station. kinda funny and sad at the same time, cuz the other DJ cant bear her departure. always liked 10am lesson because that will mean 2 hours of solid laughter induced in me by the radio broadcast before lesson. now one is gone, i guess the effect wun be the same anymore, though i think it will still be good, just not good enough. so touching when one of the DJ actually made a special track by cutting one line of lyrics from alot alot of songs and put it all into one. nice effort there :)

finish chionging my 3101 term paper at 0227 today. dats like.. wow. fitted exactly into 8 pages, nothing more and nothing less. feeling numb towards that paper, cant really judge what kind of grade i can get out of it, shall leave it to the tutor to decided. finished one and immediately have to start of the other, finish by tonite and start on another again on sun, finish and yet another almost immediately also. sian. its like constant chionging of papers without break... dats like tough on me... causing me to forgo too much of beauty sleep... haiz... i feel so hagged and worn out. gosh...

have a good impression of one classmate in 3101 tutorial by the name of eugene. yet again another eugene, yes. but enjoyed talking to him cuz he is able to give me a very comfortable and familiar feeling. like as though its a combination of people that i know. joshua yong, kenneth, maybe abit of iskandar... and someone else that i cant really figure out who. the feeling is just there... wasted, cuz yday was the last 3101 tutorial, dun get to talk to him anymore. *sob*

to charles: hi, but u haven answer my question of how u managed to know my name and number :)

felt a sense of feelingless in me right at this moment. suddenly feel that nothing means anything to me anymore, like as though im detached from this world. everything seems to be happening like a movie screen in front of me... like... the matrix? just that its not in the 1001101101010 form.

shall start finding something that i wanna look for on the net now. dats all.