suddenly so feel like sleeping while halfway thru the lecture.
suddenly sad because ah hui dunno what to do with her other half. sad because i dunno how to help her when she ask me how.

starting to do readings these few days, but not progressing in exponential curve. but its ok, at least im progressive from orgin. need to chiong more, which i believe i will in time to come soon :)

the thing about doing group project, is the irritating part of coordinating meeting time because of all the different schedules that we have. 2 projects of such problem, one of which is quite urgent because deadline for presentation is 2 week later, report is another 2 weeks.
i just hate group projects la...

seems like people around me are all looking for job. my ex-ex-company colleague just quitted their jobs. one is still job hunting, while the other is working as a distribute service support for one of the body care brand.
the ORD-ing guys are looking for jobs too... but seems like none of them have been succesful in getting one. i think the first to get a job will be brother... haha...
well, jia you to the guys...

i very much want to pay attention to the lesson, but he talked to fast during the slides that we all couldnt catch up in time with the copying... and so the gers are getting the recording from me this week... haha... provided we can make sense of the recording content... haha

i just remembered something that my father used to tell us when we're young... thats a constant reminder that he keep harping on... supposed to motivate us to work harder so that our results will be good.
"if u dont do well during exams, if ur results are not good, u will end up to be roadsweeper... or u will end up being a maid."
i feel that its kinda discriminating, and its kinda bad to make these stereotyping comments. i always neva take those comments to heart, and that wasnt any of the motivations for me to study hard.
during one of my emotions lecture, the lecturer mentioned something about people higher up the hierarchy be it family or elsewhere, alway instill fear and guilt in us to get things done or to make us behave certain ways which is in their expectations. come and think about it, its quite true. but im not going to talk much about it in case i get into trouble.
but... dats the wrong way in which somebody shud be educated. it will actually produce more negative emotions in the individual. crap... i hope i actually make sense of what im trying to say.
im not very good at putting thoughts into words.

im so going to start planning my study schedule like say... hopefully today or end of this week. i just now that im down with 2 less tuition at the end of this week, and down with the last one by the end of 2 weeks later. means that i'll have all the time to study within 3 weeks. wohoo!!!
honestly, im kinda bored with tuitioning. but everytime when i reach my tuitee's house, i just feel like it aint so bad anymore.
conclusion: yeah!!! i'll have more time to study and less of chionging everywhere :) i just hate chiong-ing... waste my time...
and i have alot to cover within this short period of time, in addition to the projects on hand.
3101 for 1 paper, 2101 got 1 more upcoming, 1001 got website building, 2220 got reaction paper due this fri and project presentation 2 weeks later and report 4 weeks later, 2216 got nothing... luckily. but i got tonnes of readings to do... died... i needa study!!!! jia you, jia you, jia you to me!!!
soon.. i'll have all the time in the world for myself.... yes!!!

was talking to peishan 2 days ago, about how to celebrate 21st bday. then was talking to ah hui and sooling last nite about it too. haiz... chim question to answer. haha...

and i miss brother.... very long neva meet up with him le... sob sob...
i wonder if fabian is back.... sorry i dind reply ur email cuz i forgot about replying... was busy slacking...