having lesson now, but i cant really pay attention cuz i keep typing wrong spelling and words again... and the lecturer talking abit too fast for my fingers to catch up with the content... and so, i decided to blog instead while waiting for him to proceed to the next slide whereby i can try catching up with him from there...

been having alot of things within my sphere of thoughts recently:

took 151 to school today, and the bus went past the location that i saw the accident again. was still quite scared and disturbed by that... just felt very unconfortable... considering that i still need to continue taking the bus almost every other day, its kinda bad.

mum just called me in the midst of my lesson to tell me that my grandma passed away... am feeling quite pecaceful... not much of a feeling dat tends towards any negative direction. maybe uncertainty i guess...

just told edwin that i'll be studyig with him tonite, but now im not sure if i still am...

every girl will have the wish of being or treated like a princess. but whether or not she is, varies. but the dream will still exist no matter what. being princess doesnt necessary mean being flowered with gifts and presents, but more of care and concern, being treated like the pearl on the palm. loved by everybody. back to the reality, its really hard and almost impossible to be like this... i dunno... just some thoughts that i have after attending ruoqi's bday.

was telling poh something about being in a relationship while studying. been seeing many couples in their uniform, looking so sweet and innocent. well, admit that im jealous of them, having the luxury to be in arelationship that doesnt have to worry too much except studies. and of cuz, it signifies that ure still young and... innocent? envy them, cuz i neva did and will neva get to experience that... 'uniform' relationship... haha, so cute...

qinhong wrote something very sweet on his blog few days back... i kinda like it alot... quote him "And since its pass midnight, its been one year and 3 months for both of us and I'm glad that while I've made my fair share of mistakes, I didnt make this one mistake of letting her go by before me happen. Love u." kinda sweet...