wohoo... last emotions lect. revision lecture. so happy, but its spells the nearing of exams and next week coming to sch for a mere 2 hours. growl...

officially given 2-day week from next week onwards. but doesnt really matter cuz next week is the last week anyway... lessons cutting down and so... stress is adding up... sad.. i haven really been consistent in my work, so i guess i have tonnes and tonnes of catching up to do.. sad...

supposed to stay at my grandma's wake until sun. mum say we cant go anywhere, cant have any form of entertainment i.e. no mp3, tv, radio, laptop, internet, games, etc. we cant even sing song!!!! goodness.. dats quite bad!!! i'll be so super duper bored to the max. she better dun say i cant study, if not i'll really die...
qinhong came to look for me and helped me out abit at the wake yday nite. goodness, luckily he was there, i'm already getting abit bored... and he was like having fun playing with ting mei (my cousin), competing and playing with the peanuts and stuff... and he helped me out with my homework so it wasnt so bad. i was just getting superly tired to a neva before extent. growl... slept, but still tired till now. today is another long day in school, and later still ahve to help out at nite, dats kinda... bad...

luckily my mum dind say i cant go to school today, cuz got report to hand up, and have lectures that i wanna attend, so yup, im still quite happy with things. not feeling sad at all cuz we're kinda expecting it to happen, since my grandma haven been eating for the past few months. but im quite pissed that my other cousins werent helping out with stuff. not fair!!! growl... pampered kids with bad manners and attitude... heard from a cousin from the other side that the particular cousin's family is very democratic i.e. the daughter can say anything to the family without getting scolded... growl...

was talking to CS about my thailand trip, cuz he say he will bring me around when im there. he purposely took off from camp to accompany me (hopefully), so he had to stay hotel too instead of in camp. did some research on both hotels location and realise that we're actually staying aroung the same street... cool... easy communication then. told him to email me his thailand number so that i can contact him when i reach. yeah!!! somebody staying there really makes thing so simple, got people to bring me around and stuff... i like it!!!

my dad used to give us 'kneeling' training when we were young. used to make us kneel for the whole day or nite in front of the altar when we do something wrong. haha, come and think about it, kinda funny... but i bet, it wasnt funny anymore when ure the one being punished. haha...

bored... nothing to talk about anymore... i need company...