marhendra

its seriously irritating me lo. even my classmates are irritated by tat, or shud i say only those whu saw the msg, and those whu happen to noe about it.
 
can sumbody tell me how long does it take for a guy to get over a ger whu rejected him?
tat time outside LT4 i already say wateva i can le lo. but then... i tot it was fine liao. but sad to say, no it isnt.
yday was chao fan over sumthings liao (b4 i talked to fabian la). then received M de msg. ok, shall publish the msg here cuz i dun wan to store it in my inbox to occupy space until monday. *cuz huili will scream at me for not letting her see*
1st msg yday nite: 'i could stare at you for a lifetime and still be amazed by your delicate beauty after tat... good nite.'
my respond: utterly disgusted. but couldnt be bothered cuz i was talking to fabian about alot of things. i dind reply or anything.
 
then juz now when i was having dinner with huiting and kaixin,
2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th msg (it was 4 in a row): 'hi jeraldine.. i am deeply sorry and apologetic if you find my sms irritating or bothering.. but the fact is tat i am juz being honest of what i really feel about you.. every friday, i would tell myself oh no the weekend is approaching and i will miss her.. i really do.. you are really beautiful, i wont know how you would feel but tats what my heart feels.. sorry and please if you are irritated just tell me, ill put a stop to all this.. at least i have what i really wanted to say..'
my respond: super extremely ultimately disgusted. huiting and kaixin was like 'aiyo, damn disgusting.. y he like tat one' and huiting actually wanted to beat him up... haha. im like, 'hello, u dunno me, and i dunno u and u can say so much crap la'. and all thanx to ivan's beloved tat got me into this state cuz it was her whu gave him my number! can anybody tell me wat i can do pls???!!! i wan to get myself out of this shit. and for god sake, i already tell him i dun like him liaoz...
 
shall not tok about it anymore. huili, yanhui, peishan, LL, and maybe qiuhong: if u all got any comments, we wait until monday then say k. i noe yanhui confirm pissed liao.
 
finally get to see huiting after such a long time since the day b4 our midyears. not very long la, but its really very extremely difficult to get her out to meet up. also dunno wat she's been doing lately, always dun get to see traces of her one. and kaixin also... at least i noe wat she's doing la. get into the ki siao mode again today all thanx to them. but it feels good.
 
cleared alot of unhappiness liao. results, my worries, and managed to make sumone else feel better too. u noe whu u are la hor. long msn-cum-sms session yday nite to this morning sure made me feel better, and u said u felt better too. but the most exciting thing is of cuz i made another big discovery, big secret. but too bad la, promise u i wun tell anybody le. but i sure wan to noe whu the person is sia. but then again, remind u tat if u need people to listen to you at anytime, i'll be there la. *not only applying to u only but also to other people* so muz take care k, dun get too dishearten.
 
hope everybody get out of their 'blue' period soon.

mood:siao
song:xing fu che zhan-ocean