thanx to all

3 major blows today again. worst results ever since i stepped into JC.
3 person cried today. me, LL and PS. LL, lost count of the no of times she cried le. me, i expected the results, but it was the teachers comments and the 'in-the-right-position-to-cry' tat made my tears drop once again. the comments wasnt bad, but i tot it could have turned out better if ...
afterall, its not i dind noe my contents. but was quite grateful to mr tay for being so good to me. seriously good. PS, 1st time i see her cry cuz of the results. can see tat she was of cuz very disappointed.

guess everybody very much affected by the results. 2 kinds of responses u can see in school everyday.
1) silent. start of isolation policy, or simply juz dind wan to tok.
2) extreme craziness. laugh and laugh at the most not funny thing and cant stop. (this is the scariest cuz u'll neva noe when the person will start bursting out into tears when she/he is laughing)*i think me and huili belong to this group*

met up with xiao di today. he volunteered to study with me. supposed to continue studying prod & costs after lin left, but we end up toking abt results and all the depressions. but at least i felt better after toking to him. and of cuz, we discussed abt the right way to study econs. talking abt maths topics tat i dunno and he very kindly offered to teach me D.R.V.(from scratch) *of cuz, fabian i still need ur help for maths*

ok, the thanking list shall start again. *y do i owe so many thanx everyday?* (in time order)
joshua tan: yes, neva see wrongly, its joshua. but he gave me some advice and listened to me for all the craps and set me crying yday nite. but still, reluctantly, thanx.
fabian: thanx for the msg u sent me this morning. dun worry for me, i wun give up. last lap le, no point giving up at this period. i noe everybody's facing their own crisis, and i'm still hanging on, real tight. and, i'm still quite worried about u. got to tok to u sumday.
yanhui: thanx for being for me at the moment tat i cried today. thanx for all the words and advice tat u said, can sense ur sincerity and the truth in it. me will continue to jia you one.
xiao di: thanx for listening tok abt all the craps today, and teach me maths. thanx for always being there for da jie, with ur ears wide open, haha.

ber going back to australia today. i'm so going to miss her again. in fact, i already start to miss her the moment we turn our back and left. i heard her telling her sis tat i look as though i'm going to cry anytime. perhaps yes, but its only cuz im so going to miss my dear fren again. least hope tat this half a year pass quickly again so tat i get to see her real soon.

ok, tats all. go sleep le.

|mood:sadded|
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