suddenly...

from left to rite: me, peishan angeline
the extra one in the center: huili

i realised i got alot of things to say today. juz out of a sudden. suddenly, i found out tat i wasnt quite happy. suddenly i found out tat actually i got alot of things to do. suddenly i found out tat actually i miss alot of people (even though i've juz said bye to them less than 1 hr ago). suddenly, everything seems to be pouring in. suddenly, i realised i cant feel anything at all. y all the suddenly? k fine, i dunno wat got into me.

1) 103 days left to 'A's. chao lack of time. im lagging.

2) had a very weird dream today. i dreamt of accident again. this time is sumone whu is very close to me. i forgot whu it was, juz knew tat the person is very close to me. and sad to say, this time accident until very bad. its a guy. i remembered crying at the hospital cuz tat person dying soon. is this considered a premonition? i hope not. dun ask me whu is it, cuz i really dunno. really bad feeling about this. juz to mention, guys tat are close to me very few only hor (xiao di, qh, fabian, brother, my class guys, changzhi, iskandar and i forgot whu le) die.. i think sumthing's going to happen. die, really bad feeling. im still quite trying to recover from the i-dont-know-how-to-react stage.

3) new econs tutor for this week. mrs tink. i dun like her. i still prefer mrs sim. but i will try to adapt to her way of teaching.

4) suddenly, i miss huili. i miss peishan. i miss qiuhong aka hong jie. i miss yanhui. i miss LL. i miss angeline. i miss szejia. i miss RA. i miss BH. i even miss alfred (tats bad). i miss the whole class.
and i miss brother. i miss fabian. i miss yichuan aka chuan ge. i miss iskandar. and i miss alot of people.
i miss jiemin. i miss huiting. i miss beeteng. i miss lisi. i miss juanz. and i even miss joy.
i miss xiao di. i miss qinhong.
y will suddenly miss so many people? and my class people, i juz saw them only lo. brother, i 2 days ago juz tok to him on msn only. fabian, i was juz msg-ing him tat day. yichuan, saw him juz now. iskandar, last saw him on friday. xiao di, i msg him everyday. qinhong, last saw him on the sat 2 weeks ago.y i suddenly will miss alot of people?

5) i realised, i cant feel anything at all. is there sumthing wrong with me. sumhow, i cant respond. wats happening to me?

6) jay chou new song release le. his new album coming out soon. me, yanhui, huili and peishan excitedly waiting for the day to come... wait and wait la...

mood:suddenly.....