worried

cant expect me to sit here and wait for her news juz like tat. its totally impossible. right from the start when i knew about her, i cant get myself into the mood of studying. shut the com and went to think but came back eventually.
 
i almost wanted to go to the hospitals one by one to find out which one she's in. but luckily ZW eliminate until left AMK and TTSH cuz its the nearest to school. so we called up the hospitals to see if she's there. happened tat she was in TTSH, and i made the call.
 
eventually went down to take a look, cuz i really very worried. but dind get to see her cuz she went for operation. facial operation. asked the nurse how was she and the nurse said she was ok. haiz, but how can we listen to the nurse man. imagine la, car accident, ICU, operation. all these merge together how can it eva be ok? still worried though.
 
PS said tat she went to the temple to pray for liming. fushan said she will pray for her even though she dunno her. CS and the other IC JC1s also like called the few of us to asked about her when we left. really touched by all their concerns sia, esp fushan. haiz, cant stop but feel worried.
mood:worried