all thanx to my beloved princess, yanhui and pei shan, and LL also, recently been breaking into laughter again. cuz they really super funny. but deep down under, im still quite sad.
another 2 blows today. GP. and maths yday. maths was ok, better than expected. although its still very lousy. its quite amazing how the papers tat i put in ALOT of effort became like tat, and the paper tat i only spend 2 days can become like this. seriously, i cant take tat lying down.
been struggling hard to get out of my sadness, but sumthing banished me back down again. and sumhow, i think i fall even greater. its not tat i dont wan to be happy u noe, sumhow, i juz cant. it makes me feel so helpless when i noe sumthing is going on, but i juz dunno how to ask 'wat is it tat is bothering u?' or 'is there anything i can do for u?' its like really saddening to see all of my frens like tat. and the worst thing is, its not juz one, its like alot. i feel so helpless... to help meself, and not to mention my frens.
crap about my motivation to study. i dind mention the main motivation. and tat main motivation gave me up. or shud i say, i lost it.
can sumbody pei me sit swing sum day? i think i seriously wan to go.
|song:shu guang- sharon au|
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