huili pissed

"bitch item 3:i would have exchange my bk with u if u hadnt made such a big fuss out of it.. u sldnt have juz turn at me with tt black face n start complaining n didnt even gave me a chance 2 say sorry n offer u my bk..
i was pissed.. reali pissed.. tts y i didnt..
i dunno y a bk means so much 2 u n its not even hurt much or anything..i dun understand n i dun care.. n normally, i wont care if u hate me anot.. but i dun want any enemies.. n u r still a fren 2 me..
so my offer still stands.. if u want 2 exchange, msg me n ask me 2 bring on mon.. i dun wanna quarel.."

ger, i wasnt angry with u. and i obviously wun hate u bcuz of a stupid book. i was angry with the stupid book. ok, its stupid to be angry with the stupid book, but ya, i was. i know u dind do it on purpose and i wasnt angry with u k, i swear. i was juz pissed for anyhow misplacing my things and not taking care of my own things, tats all.

the theory behind y i was so particular, i wun bother to explain, cuz if u know, u know. if u dun then its ok. i mean all my good frens will understand cuz they see too much of it liaoz. i also dind explain to them wat. not going tat u arent my good fren la, u are k, juz tat.. aiya, dunno how to explain la. anyway thanx for the offer but RA change with me tat day le.

dind intend to type so much actually, cuz too tired to think. in any case, i think i wasnt on the rite mind and mood to blog. if i happen to show sum attitude here and there these few days, so sorry, but ya, i bad attitude lo. ok, tats bad. i know its not good but im not willing to change. i mean, can i have sum time to show sum attitude and bad mood, cant expect me to be an angel all the time.

time is running out, and ya, im studying for mother's information. so u dun need to worry for me. few days more need to fly le still worry about me. im fine la, wun die one.

ok la, tired le. so sleep. still expecting an overseas call even though one month past liao. dunno when will i get the call...

bah.. for the sake of xiao di, the lyrics:

song:下一站天后-twins
站在大丸前 细心看看我的路
再下个车站到天后 当然最好
但华丽的星途 途中一旦畏高
背后会否还有他拥抱

* 在百德新街的爱侣 面上有种顾盼自豪
在台上 任我唱 未必风光更好 人气不过肥皂泡
即使有天开个唱 谁又要唱 他不可到现场
仍然仿似白活一场 不恋爱 教我怎样唱
几多爱歌给我唱 还是勉强 台前如何发亮
难及给最爱在耳边 低声温柔地唱

白日梦飞翔 永不太远太抽象
最后变天后变新娘 都是理想
在时代的广场 谁都总会有奖
我没有歌迷 有他景仰

Repeat *

其实心里最大理想 跟他归家为他唱