20 aug--- a day tat i shall remember for at least 4 years. not cuz is xiao di bday, nor is it cuz it was liming's bday. cuz mother left singapore for US today.
last year, it was ber. i remembered it was 1 jan 2003. i was sick on tat day, but i still went to send her off. i have lessons today, but i still went to send mother off. i pon-ed GP lect and econs extra revision lect. i chose to, cuz to me, missing mother outweights the lesson.
actually wanted to tell her alot alot alot of things. but then...
1) we all (tk gang) went late cuz we were waiting for mingshu to write her farewell card
2) we all were loss for words when we saw her. cuz she already started crying.
we tried very hard not to let her see us cry. and succeeded. actually not really cry la. juz one to two tear drop only, cuz we tried not to have eye contact. cuz if 1 start, the rest will follow suit. dind have the chance to hug her for the last time. and i forgot to show her sumthing tat i achieved. but i msged her after she went in, hope she sees it b4 she board the plane. mother, i miss u. u faster come back for christmas k, got alot of things to tell u.
dunno when will be the last time i'll see lao pa again. esp after mother is gone. i'll certainly miss him too.
saw liming today cuz i went for her bday celebration with the other IC people. luckily she's fine. tat makes me feel relief. by alot. hope nothing bad crops up again la.
i realised... tat nothing beats being with the tk gang. they're still the best group of people u can ever be with. and i realised tat i always say the same thing after i see them everytime. but its true. love them all... and i miss nuha, wo de pa.
*there's a diff between lao pa and wo de pa. both refer to diff people*
mood:miss mother
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